It's a long post... bear with me.
Hm... I don't really belong anywhere right now... I have these friends I've been with since like kindergarten. But I'm home schooled this year (10th grade) and I don't feel like they want to be friends with me anymore... I love them to death, but more and more I get the feeling that they don't like me...
Like they have a once a month scary movie sleepover, I was never invited... Like they would talk to me about how much fun it was but never invite me. And last year they all took Japanese one, but I didn't and there was one time I was having one of them over, and the other one just started talking to each other like I wasn't even there.
It's actually one girl in particular, I'm not friends with any more, because we had a romantic history and a messy ending... But this one non friend kind of hogs my other friends, like I can't be with them anymore...
At my home school co op, (a once a week thing kind of like school) no one likes me because it's a Christian deal, and there are quite a few people who decidedly dislike me...
There's a lot of stress at my house now too... I don't have my drivers license yet, so I can't get away from it without a reprimand, or a lecture. Around this time of year my dad usually gets really uptight, and yells all the time... I don't mind the yelling but it puts my mom in a bad mood, and my little brother and sister too. So I'm left with two pissy parents who wont do anything and a little brother and sister who are too immature to know that it's not their fault I have to take care of them because mom and dad aren't in the mood to do much aside from take my brother to school, and buy food for us to eat.
I suppose that's okay, I mean it's not a terrible thing that we have to fend for ourselves, but there's just a terrible vie throughout our whole house. >.< It's like they don't want us to get along.
Also I recently broke up with my boyfriend, for various reasons. If you really want to know them all you can read my journal, but in a nutshell, he just didn't really respect me, and I was happy at first, but now I'm pretty sad... I usually get lonely around this time of year and I suppose it wasn't the best timing for us to break up...
>.< I don't know what to do... Help me please someone.... v.v
Hm... I don't really belong anywhere right now... I have these friends I've been with since like kindergarten. But I'm home schooled this year (10th grade) and I don't feel like they want to be friends with me anymore... I love them to death, but more and more I get the feeling that they don't like me...
Like they have a once a month scary movie sleepover, I was never invited... Like they would talk to me about how much fun it was but never invite me. And last year they all took Japanese one, but I didn't and there was one time I was having one of them over, and the other one just started talking to each other like I wasn't even there.
It's actually one girl in particular, I'm not friends with any more, because we had a romantic history and a messy ending... But this one non friend kind of hogs my other friends, like I can't be with them anymore...
At my home school co op, (a once a week thing kind of like school) no one likes me because it's a Christian deal, and there are quite a few people who decidedly dislike me...
There's a lot of stress at my house now too... I don't have my drivers license yet, so I can't get away from it without a reprimand, or a lecture. Around this time of year my dad usually gets really uptight, and yells all the time... I don't mind the yelling but it puts my mom in a bad mood, and my little brother and sister too. So I'm left with two pissy parents who wont do anything and a little brother and sister who are too immature to know that it's not their fault I have to take care of them because mom and dad aren't in the mood to do much aside from take my brother to school, and buy food for us to eat.
I suppose that's okay, I mean it's not a terrible thing that we have to fend for ourselves, but there's just a terrible vie throughout our whole house. >.< It's like they don't want us to get along.
Also I recently broke up with my boyfriend, for various reasons. If you really want to know them all you can read my journal, but in a nutshell, he just didn't really respect me, and I was happy at first, but now I'm pretty sad... I usually get lonely around this time of year and I suppose it wasn't the best timing for us to break up...
>.< I don't know what to do... Help me please someone.... v.v