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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 1:09 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 8:05 pm
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Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 12:54 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 9:43 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 2:04 am
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 6:02 am
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We lost our family dog eariler this year.
He had really bad tumors. I guess they were all the way into his chestbone. And his flesh was rotting, too.
When I think about him, I get so depressed. I cry at night still and it's been since about May or June.
We was pretty old, though. I think 14-15, maybe. Springer Spaniel mixed with Black Lab. He was pretty over-weight, too. And was losing his hearing.
I get sad when I go to my Great Grandma's house because he isn't there.
I think the worst part about it was that I was in Wisconsin when he died.
I was visiting Mike and I know that if I had not been away from home, I would have gone.
That day, I guess they were going over to shave my Grandma's other dog, Buddy, because he's got so much fur. And there was blood on the kitchen floor. So when my GodMother decided it was from Dino, they took him to the vet and found out about the tumors and such. It was hard for everyone.
What hurts me is that no one was in the room with him, which is just horrible. My Grandma couldn't be in there, Dyan couldn't and my Mom was too selfish to be in there. And she, of all of us, should have been in there! She was his favorite person. He had to die alone! I hate her for it! I know it sounds cruel but Dino loved my Mom and his final moments are in a room with people he doesn't know. It hurts me...
So, I know how you feel. I wish I could have pet our dog one last time, just to see his face would have been enough for me!
When I was last over there after I got home, I stayed a weekend. It was weird not having Dino there. He used to sleep in the bed with me upstairs. He'd get up and down from it but he'd still be there. I could always hear him breathing and panting. I miss him. I still can't believe he's not here.
I just know that I would have gone with if I had been home! I know it! I went with when her other dog, Snoopy, died. He died in the yard. He was younger than Dino was. I'm not sure why he died, though. I was too young to really know.
I miss Dino. And at times, I wish I had never met him or bought any of my animals because I know at one point, they're going to leave me. And I'm not going to be prepared for it. But then again, my life would be boring without them =D
I know that our cat Baby is next. She's about 13, the oldest animal in our house. But she'll probably outlive Dusty, Daisy, Benji, and Smokey, I'm sure.
But, I'm glad I had a chance to know Dino so well. As well as all my animals that have left me.
And I know that our animals are still here, watching us. They're happier and are just waiting for us to join them.
So, I just try to make my animals as happy as I can while I have them and spend loads of time with them. heart
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Posted: Wed Sep 27, 2006 6:29 am
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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 1:15 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2008 8:50 am
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Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2008 1:57 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2008 4:40 pm
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