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 Posted: Sun Apr 25, 2010 12:22 pm
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well, to put a long story short, lately its been hell as far at the opposite sex goes, all my guy friends are either hitting on me or just plain out molesting me every chance they get even though ive made it clear i dont want to "go out" with any them. one is evern going as far as to call me his g.f and reaches up my shirt, luckily ive been able to not be alone with him since he took it to far. and the one guy ive been absolutely crazy about for the longest time is graduating in a few weeks (im a freshmen mind you) and its mega "popular" and its pretty much beyond out of my leage, and it kills me to hug him every day and know just how childish i seem to him and how he will never be mine, plus with all my guy friends slobbering like mutts he must think im some kind of tease or something like that, even though i only want him, and even if i did tell him i know it would only end in heart ache. and to top it off, the only person ive ever relied on, my best guy friend, went to a diffrent school and got a g.f, he started acting funny once he was taken and started acting less and less close to me, ignore my cries to comfert and help and when i would rarely see him he would no longer hug me tightly and safely wich before would make all my problems easyer to handal, so my wall, the person who would keep me sane and keep from cutting (me no emo, just, easily breakable.)is gone and i have no one ealse to rely on, and even if i did im terrified to get close to another person incase they end up like him to, and girls my age in genral seem so unstable and would only hurt the situation further.
so pretty much, i dont think any guy is worth any sort of emotional support or reliance. what do u think? smile
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Posted: Sun Apr 25, 2010 12:28 pm
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Posted: Sun Apr 25, 2010 12:38 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 1:26 pm
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