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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 2:28 pm
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So we sailed on to the sun, Till we found the sea of green...
Yes, this is a rant. I couldn't find the freaking rant thread, and I was getting aggravated, and I really needed to rant, and it's about boys anyways, and I really could use some advice.
BOYS. UGH.
There was this friend of mine, Jordan, that I really liked, so I asked him out, out of pure gutsy-ness [ very rare for me ]. And he turned me down. I can't remember exactly why, but I asked him later, and he told me that, yeah, he's interested in me, but he didn't want to hurt me, because he was going to bone his EX on prom night and didn't want to hurt my feelings, but he wanted to ask me out AFTER FREAKING PROM. AFTER HE BONED HIS EX. And so, yeah, I was mad at that. And then, I just found out. He now has a girlfriend. She isn't his EX from before. And so... What? What the Freak? He won't go out with me, he admitted he's very interested in me, but he'll go out with her, and Abandon boning his ex? For her. And I asked him first. And he was interested in me. And he went out with her.
I'm just... super depressed and angry and UGH. I want to hurt him right now. Really bad. But I'm trying to be nice. HE doesn't deserve to know how upset he makes me. I'm just... UGH
I DON'T WANT TO DATE ANYMORE GUYS. THEY ARE FREAKING PISSING ME OFF. Right now, I am through with them. I still want a girlfriend though. I really do. All the guys I have ever dated have been freaking assholes. All of the girls I have crushed on and I have at least had a chance with have been nothing but nice to me. UGH GUYS. Please, do you think I should just STFU about Jordan, and give up on him? [ everyone else does, and so do I. I just want to know your opinion ] Do you think I have a chance with girls, or will I fend them off too? Have you ever had any terrible guy problems that made you want to give up on guys forever?
And we lived beneath the waves, In our yellow submarine.
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 3:26 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 3:37 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 4:04 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 6:54 pm
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So we sailed on to the sun, Till we found the sea of green...
@ PANDA; It's alright. I don't get some of them either. STFU = Shut The F__k Up. C: I just use them sometimes, not always [ thank god ], but I think they actually manage to come in handy some time.
Yeah, I don't know. I just... UGH. He's aggravating me. Pissing me the hell off, depressing me, but then making me angry again. I'm not sure if I want to cry or scream, but I'll probably do both somehow... I dunno, but right now, f__k him. Just... ugh. I've had enough of him. I've had a crush on him since seventh/eighth grade and it's ending now.
@ Autumn; I know, right? Like I said above, I think I've had enough of him. Really? I'm not sure I'm even going to college next year, we don't have money and the one college I've applied to hasn't said crap to me. I'm glad you got payback. c: That's alright. I don't actually know if girls will make me happy either, though. I've only dated guys before, but I'm very attracted to girls. I don't have a girl crush this year though, unbelievably... Well, an IRL girl crush. I have plenty that I met in my old guild that probably wouldn't give me a second glance. :c
@ ivory; I am going to take a break from guys. Like I said, right now, I'm through with them. Maybe after I get my heart shattered by some beauty, I'll reconsider, but right now, I'm through. Same here, I don't even know how I like half of the guys I do, they are idiots, but super cute. Thanks, you too, if you need it. c:
And we lived beneath the waves, In our yellow submarine.
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 6:59 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 7:19 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 11:57 am
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 12:20 pm
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Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 3:36 pm
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 12:17 pm
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Posted: Sat May 01, 2010 5:20 pm
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Wow, what a jerk. You should definitely give up on him. He is so not worth it. I bet you can do fine with girls. The problem is not you, its Jordan/any other guys who treat you this way. Guys think with their dicks way too much.
If it makes you feel better, here's my story about how boys are jerks. I really liked one of my close friends for a long time. Finally, I asked him out and he agreed. I was thrilled. We didn't get much time together during the school year because we went to different schools and we were both busy, so I was excited for the summer so we could finally hang out. Except that during the summer, he stopped answering my calls, and when he saw me he pretty much ignored me and walked away. When I asked him what was going on, he gave me a wishy-washy answer. Then when we got back to school, I started hearing from people that he was dating someone else! Whenever I tried to ask him about that, he walked away, ignored me, or would not give me a straight answer. It took months of suspicion, stress, and pain before he would finally acknowledge what had happened. I spent most of that time crying or worrying. Apparently he had decided we were broken up, but did not communicate this to me for months later, even when I directly asked him. He probably wanted to avoid me getting upset when he told me. So instead, he forced all that time of uncertainty on me that prolonged the pain of breaking up with someone I really cared about.
And to add insult to injury, six months later when I had finally gotten over him and started to date someone else, he tells my new boyfriend that I'm a stalker and I'm still in love with him, citing the time I came to his house uninvited to talk about our relationship, since he had ignored all of my other attempts to talk to him about it.
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