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If you're going to dream, dream big.
I'm not looking for real advice, I just kinda wanna rant and hear something like "I'm sorry," if anything at all. I just spent the night crying to my best friend about it...
I like this guy. Really like. As in, if I weren't a teenager who knows that I have yet to experience real love I'd say I love him. I certainly love him as a best friend.
He likes this girl. This girl broke and trampled on his heart. He turned to me. Recently, I thought he was starting to get over it. I was hoping I'd have a chance with him. They're dating again. He's so happy, I just don't want to tell him anything like, "She'll break your heart." He and I don't talk much anymore since they started dating. If it keeps him with her and happy, I wouldn't mind it actually. It hurts to not talk with him, but he's happy. That's what's important.
Then, there's this boy. He really likes me. I don't think I can return the feelings, and try as I might, he doesn't seem to understand. I can't find a better way to state it. I've tried being blunt, being subtle, calling, giving him space, ignoring him, but he always comes back to me. He's really sweet, but I just don't feel that strongly. He's one of those people that seems really nice, and really funny, and talented, and just good. Not perfect, but genuinely good. I can't handle a person like that. I know that, he doesn't seem to hear me when I say it.
I just wanna buy a big tub of ice cream and nom while watching Diary of the Dead, South Park, Sydney White, and other great shows/movies. Then, I wanna curl up with my favorite books and read to the sound of Snow Patrol. But, of course, that's not happening...
I like this guy. Really like. As in, if I weren't a teenager who knows that I have yet to experience real love I'd say I love him. I certainly love him as a best friend.
He likes this girl. This girl broke and trampled on his heart. He turned to me. Recently, I thought he was starting to get over it. I was hoping I'd have a chance with him. They're dating again. He's so happy, I just don't want to tell him anything like, "She'll break your heart." He and I don't talk much anymore since they started dating. If it keeps him with her and happy, I wouldn't mind it actually. It hurts to not talk with him, but he's happy. That's what's important.
Then, there's this boy. He really likes me. I don't think I can return the feelings, and try as I might, he doesn't seem to understand. I can't find a better way to state it. I've tried being blunt, being subtle, calling, giving him space, ignoring him, but he always comes back to me. He's really sweet, but I just don't feel that strongly. He's one of those people that seems really nice, and really funny, and talented, and just good. Not perfect, but genuinely good. I can't handle a person like that. I know that, he doesn't seem to hear me when I say it.
I just wanna buy a big tub of ice cream and nom while watching Diary of the Dead, South Park, Sydney White, and other great shows/movies. Then, I wanna curl up with my favorite books and read to the sound of Snow Patrol. But, of course, that's not happening...
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