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Posted: Sat Aug 28, 2010 6:24 pm
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Gosh, Liada. That... well, it doesn't hurt... but, it does something, because my situation is similar, only worse. Heh.
He currently works at McDonald's Pizza Hut (oh, and WalMart as of Thursday; He's been fired from maybe three jobs now. That seems to say something) and the only plan he has from that is to become a firefighter. I don't know how much money that will pull, but I'm not so certain it would be that much, and he doesn't seem to have that ambition to take himself any further. He's perfectly fine with staying in his room all day playing video games and eating sunflower seeds. Then maybe sometimes going out with his friends to the pool or to their place. His perfect date with me would be chilling in his room playing video games or sharing stories/pics/sites/etc from the internet, then cuddling sometimes.
That's not the life I want. I want to see orchestras, plays, monuments, cultures, operas, go swing/latin dancing, visit Japan, Greece, Germany, learn five languages, teach English to a class of foreign students, embark on cruises, own two homes in different climates.... the list continues... and I'm figuring out a plan to get there. I'm in my last year in school, I've got a plan on how to get to Japan without paying. I might go into the Peace Corps afterward. I've got three career paths in mind I might take, all similarly related... and he thinks I want too much. Why can't I just chill at the house and be happy with his presence? I don't know why, but I'm not.
I would LOVE for him to accompany me in my journey, but he doesn't like any of them. He wants a simple life, I want a spicy one.... I don't want to come to terms like your friend did that we can't be more than friends, and neither does he, but I think in time, he might. If I get accepted into this program to Japan... we'll probably never be together again.
And as much as the thought of freedom to do as I please lightens my mood, the thought that it would be without him dampens my eyes.
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Different...Very. Gosh, Liada. That... well, it doesn't hurt... but, it does something, because my situation is similar, only worse. Heh.
He currently works at McDonald's Pizza Hut (oh, and WalMart as of Thursday; He's been fired from maybe three jobs now. That seems to say something) and the only plan he has from that is to become a firefighter. I don't know how much money that will pull, but I'm not so certain it would be that much, and he doesn't seem to have that ambition to take himself any further. He's perfectly fine with staying in his room all day playing video games and eating sunflower seeds. Then maybe sometimes going out with his friends to the pool or to their place. His perfect date with me would be chilling in his room playing video games or sharing stories/pics/sites/etc from the internet, then cuddling sometimes.
That's not the life I want. I want to see orchestras, plays, monuments, cultures, operas, go swing/latin dancing, visit Japan, Greece, Germany, learn five languages, teach English to a class of foreign students, embark on cruises, own two homes in different climates.... the list continues... and I'm figuring out a plan to get there. I'm in my last year in school, I've got a plan on how to get to Japan without paying. I might go into the Peace Corps afterward. I've got three career paths in mind I might take, all similarly related... and he thinks I want too much. Why can't I just chill at the house and be happy with his presence? I don't know why, but I'm not.
I would LOVE for him to accompany me in my journey, but he doesn't like any of them. He wants a simple life, I want a spicy one.... I don't want to come to terms like your friend did that we can't be more than friends, and neither does he, but I think in time, he might. If I get accepted into this program to Japan... we'll probably never be together again.
And as much as the thought of freedom to do as I please lightens my mood, the thought that it would be without him dampens my eyes.
Well darling, it looks like you have already decided, you are just afraid of taking action.
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