I can't explain this.

[MusicalSorrows]

(I'm guessing this is the correct forum? If not, my sincerest apologizes)

So, as the title says, I'm not exactly sure how to explain what I'm feeling. I feel too mature for my age (I'm 13) And I lack a male role model since my dad isn't necessarily a 'dad', more like a provider. I feel unloved from my mother, and underestimated.
I want someone to hold me when I'm upset, and tell me everything will be fine. I want to expect everything from them, and the same way around. I want attention.
If this makes any sense at all, can you please help me? I don't really know what this feeling is. It feels like there's a hole in my heart :l

 

[u nd i]

Welcome to the world of being a teenager.
For the next few years you will constantly crave attention and love, but eventually you'll grow out of it.
You are most likely not as mature as you think you are, because all teenagers believe they are. Physically, mentally and emotionally you are technically immature.

Basically, don't worry. What you're feeling is normal.  

[gas powered stick]

Well, from what your saying, you just want attention. It doesn't necessarily require you to need a boy friend or anything like that. You just sound like you need a really good friend that listens.

 

[forever a fawn]

Questing a Embarrassed Dream

I agree with Reiko Tsukagi.
It seems like you just need a good hug too.