It's kinda a long distance relationship. He lives an hour away from me. We met the first time I visited my stepdad's gun shop up there. We where working and I took a break and went over to the music store next door. I started talking to the owner who was asking me about myself. He*(my bf) at the time just kinda looked at me. About two weeks later I got a friend request on my Myspace. It was him. I accepted and we talked every night for a few days. I gave him my number and we talked on the phone only twice. We hung out 2 times that same week. He took me to the movies, and that's when we first kissed. That's also when we started to date. We hung out a lot after. I started going to his house. His parents like me. My parents like him.
He told me he loved me on Tuesday...I didn't say anything. I just started to cry. He held me... yesterday, i pointed out his eyes where dilated, Then said "Did you know your eyes dilate when you look at someone you love?" He just laughed and looked away.
I feel stupid because I can't say "I love you too". I hate it ):
I just wanted to get that out. I can't exactly tell my parents that he said that or they'll freak out. And I can't put any of this on my Myspace for obvious reasons. So Gaia was my best choice...
I'm not looking for advice. But if you have some I won't turn it away.
He told me he loved me on Tuesday...I didn't say anything. I just started to cry. He held me... yesterday, i pointed out his eyes where dilated, Then said "Did you know your eyes dilate when you look at someone you love?" He just laughed and looked away.
I feel stupid because I can't say "I love you too". I hate it ):
I just wanted to get that out. I can't exactly tell my parents that he said that or they'll freak out. And I can't put any of this on my Myspace for obvious reasons. So Gaia was my best choice...
I'm not looking for advice. But if you have some I won't turn it away.
