I've gone through tough times recently
(depression etc.) and now its put me in a state of not being able
to tell love from hate. There is this guy who has told me he loves me often for the last 4 years until i told him to leave me alone 2 years back. To his ' i love you ' i would always respond ' i'm sorry i don't like you and i never will ' but he would still keep trying. Ever since i told him to leave me alone and get a life he hasn't told me he loves me, he is doing what i asked. It circulated around recently that someone over heard him telling someone that he loves me. But im not sure about how i feel. Now my mind is stuck not being able to tell love from hate and he keeps popping up in my mind but the trouble is i don't know if i love him or hate him. I never really got the chance to talk to him because i was always telling him ' i don't like you ' so how can i hate him for that? but yet how can i love him for it. This is the issue, i do not know if i love him or hate him and its eating away at me. If someone could help me make sense of this please don't hesitate to help..
(depression etc.) and now its put me in a state of not being able
to tell love from hate. There is this guy who has told me he loves me often for the last 4 years until i told him to leave me alone 2 years back. To his ' i love you ' i would always respond ' i'm sorry i don't like you and i never will ' but he would still keep trying. Ever since i told him to leave me alone and get a life he hasn't told me he loves me, he is doing what i asked. It circulated around recently that someone over heard him telling someone that he loves me. But im not sure about how i feel. Now my mind is stuck not being able to tell love from hate and he keeps popping up in my mind but the trouble is i don't know if i love him or hate him. I never really got the chance to talk to him because i was always telling him ' i don't like you ' so how can i hate him for that? but yet how can i love him for it. This is the issue, i do not know if i love him or hate him and its eating away at me. If someone could help me make sense of this please don't hesitate to help..
