I'm only doing this because I have a concert I have to play in and I'm still really pissed out. Hell, I'm shaking because of it.
Backstory: I broke up with Adam a few weeks ago. No big deal. Jeramiah asked me out. I said okay. Miah is some guy that I knew because he's staying with my friend at the moment. We have been together since.. a couple days after I broke up with Adam?
What happened: Miah and I were fine for the first week. Then he got suspended for smacking his friend on the a**. Whatever, not that big of a deal, he was joking around. We laughed over it and I stayed with him.. Then this weekend, it got hectic. My grandmother was in town so I didn't really get to see him. Saturday night he went to a halloween party, got drunk, and started apologizing to me later that night for like.. everything. "I'm such a horrible boyfriend" "You shouldn't be with me.. I don't deserve you" and things like that. When it came down to it.. he just said he'd been thinking and that he was still in love with his ex. Still no big deal, I already had assumed that. I went to bed and didn't really talk to him the next day. Monday at school, my someone asked me "Have you talked to miah? Do you know where he is?".. Last he was seen was with his ex. He left with her, and didn't tell anyone what was up. Later that day, my friend was like "Kayla.. Miah's cheating on you..." cause something happened at the halloween party.
He didn't show back up until last night. I just got to talk to him about Saturday this morning. I was already pissed.. but comes to find out that...
direct quote: "only shelby and alisa know what actually happened. i ALMOST had sex with a girl but I don't want to tell her that even while drunk she can't get me hard"
Our conversation went on about it and I just got more and more pissed.
Now I'm sitting her shaking and I have to play the violin in less than an hour. Not a good thing. I don't know what I'm more pissed about. That fact that he "almost" cheated or the fact that he wasn't going to tell me. He said "well if people knew how to keep their mouth shut, you wouldnt have known and you wouldnt have to be upset"
I can't believe he thinks that "almost having sex" and not saying anything is ******** acceptable. I would've been pissed if he told me Saturday night, but not this ******** pissed.. Either way it was going to be over from it. Sooner or later I would've found out even is people would've "kept their mouths shut".
I don't know what to think really. He kept saying s**t like "I don't want to hurt you" but when he says it, I don't believe him. I'm glad it's over between us and I'm sure quite a few other people are too.. this was really just to blow off steam and to calm myself down some.
TL;DR: Boyfriend almost had sex with another girl. Didn't tell me. I found out and I'm pissed. Wrote this to calm myself down.
((Edit:: His current myspace status. XD "I'm sorry to the both of you. I really truthfully am. I'm a dumbass, and I tend to ******** up my own life. Bye Kayla...))
Note: my name's Kayla. xD
Backstory: I broke up with Adam a few weeks ago. No big deal. Jeramiah asked me out. I said okay. Miah is some guy that I knew because he's staying with my friend at the moment. We have been together since.. a couple days after I broke up with Adam?
What happened: Miah and I were fine for the first week. Then he got suspended for smacking his friend on the a**. Whatever, not that big of a deal, he was joking around. We laughed over it and I stayed with him.. Then this weekend, it got hectic. My grandmother was in town so I didn't really get to see him. Saturday night he went to a halloween party, got drunk, and started apologizing to me later that night for like.. everything. "I'm such a horrible boyfriend" "You shouldn't be with me.. I don't deserve you" and things like that. When it came down to it.. he just said he'd been thinking and that he was still in love with his ex. Still no big deal, I already had assumed that. I went to bed and didn't really talk to him the next day. Monday at school, my someone asked me "Have you talked to miah? Do you know where he is?".. Last he was seen was with his ex. He left with her, and didn't tell anyone what was up. Later that day, my friend was like "Kayla.. Miah's cheating on you..." cause something happened at the halloween party.
He didn't show back up until last night. I just got to talk to him about Saturday this morning. I was already pissed.. but comes to find out that...
direct quote: "only shelby and alisa know what actually happened. i ALMOST had sex with a girl but I don't want to tell her that even while drunk she can't get me hard"
Our conversation went on about it and I just got more and more pissed.
Now I'm sitting her shaking and I have to play the violin in less than an hour. Not a good thing. I don't know what I'm more pissed about. That fact that he "almost" cheated or the fact that he wasn't going to tell me. He said "well if people knew how to keep their mouth shut, you wouldnt have known and you wouldnt have to be upset"
I can't believe he thinks that "almost having sex" and not saying anything is ******** acceptable. I would've been pissed if he told me Saturday night, but not this ******** pissed.. Either way it was going to be over from it. Sooner or later I would've found out even is people would've "kept their mouths shut".
I don't know what to think really. He kept saying s**t like "I don't want to hurt you" but when he says it, I don't believe him. I'm glad it's over between us and I'm sure quite a few other people are too.. this was really just to blow off steam and to calm myself down some.
TL;DR: Boyfriend almost had sex with another girl. Didn't tell me. I found out and I'm pissed. Wrote this to calm myself down.
((Edit:: His current myspace status. XD "I'm sorry to the both of you. I really truthfully am. I'm a dumbass, and I tend to ******** up my own life. Bye Kayla...))
Note: my name's Kayla. xD
