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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 10:03 am
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...when the person you're seriously crushing on is straight and has no intentions or considerations of turning gay?
Or how about liking someone and not being able to tell them? What if you already told them, and thus far that person still has showed no interest in you (okay, just them knowing isn't enough for them to start liking you out-of-the-blue, but it does let them know that you yourself already show interest).
At first I thought I was safe from all this because I am a very picky person in who I show or even just have an interest in. So far in my life, I've only had maybe 2 true crushes, 2 simple interests, and 1 actual relationship (in which I found out I totally didn't like him after that). Still, now all of this is just starting to hit home, and even though I'm extremely skilled in showing absolutely no interest in someone (I can literally be in physical contact or worship distance and I would show absolutely no signs of embarrassment or awkwardness), it's now becoming increasingly tiresome.
Does anyone have any insight or input on this? I really do think I'm just rambling on because I never used to be "into" relationships, and ever since I had one (which failed quickly), I've just become lonely for some sort of emotional passion with someone. It's been...I think...over two years since I've had some sort of joy with another person (there was one, but he was a paranoid jerk), and I'm slowly starting to go into a slump. As for physical, damn, I'm MORE than perfectly fine with a good hug. I don't even need "bed time". >///> I think I've said enough.
By the way, if I gave you a penny for your thoughts and you gave me your two cents, I'd be making a profit ;D
EDIT: I think I'm just going to erase all this text and replace it with a picture of bunnies soon. I can't believe I even typed all this out in the first place. I don't like to tell other people about my life too much because then I get worried.
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 10:51 am
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no shame in sharing.
i know what you mean, the whole crushing on straight people, i do it all the time. you hold on to that little bit of hope that if you like them enough, that the feeling should be mutual (at least i'm thinking so). forgive me if i assume. the thing i do to get over it is to form a friendship with them if you aren't friends with them, or try to spend time with them. worse case scenario, they don't like you the same way, but that doesn't mean a friendship should suffer. and if it does, would you really want to be with that person if they let it suffer? and, who knows, if you are as picky as you say you are, you might find out something about them that is a total turn off and you'd be glad you avoided diving into a relationship with them, however possible it is
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 10:54 am
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 11:08 am
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 11:32 am
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 3:10 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 4:24 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 08, 2011 7:33 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2011 6:13 am
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