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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2011 2:11 am
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2012 3:15 am
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Date: 26/06/12.
Okay, so what's changed exactly? First off, i've had a name change here on Gaia. I used to be:
K R A Y Z E H
Just thought i'd put that up, hehe~!
Secondly, i've had a bad patch recently and i've lost my job because of cut backs. crying I was only there for about half and year, too and i loved it there~! It's sad that there's so many people losing their job nowadays. It's really difficult to find a job, too what with the hundreds of people applying for the same job.
There's also been a few family problems, too but some of the problems seem to be lookin' up~! My mum should be going back to work after a long time off due to her being bullied. My dad isn't doing the horrible 13 hour shift 5 days a week now, either~! Which is good 'cause i get to see him now at night time.
My sister is still struggling with Epilepsy. We're all just hoping these new tablets will work for her. She's also been very depressed, too but i'll leave those details now.
My anxiety took a turn for the worse about 2 months back (I think it was set off due to losing my job) but it seems to be getting a little better, little by little. The other day i went into town (i do this a few times a week to help my "mental wellbeing" as the doctor puts it) and there was a girl dressed as Pirate!Arthur Kirkland (APH)~! I live in the U.K and i've never seen a cosplay~! I've cosplayed a couple of times, but i've never actually seen another person do it. I was absolutely speecheless and so happy~! >w< I know that sounds silly but it really made me happy to see that. I wanted to tell her she looked awesome, but i was too shy to speak. ;;^o^
So much for "A lof of happens" I guess it just feels like a lot, but i can't think of anymore to write.
I really hope i can add an entry per day. It'll be nice to just get stuff off my chest rather than keep it all in my mind.
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Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2012 4:45 am
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2012 4:03 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2012 4:55 pm
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Date: 02/07/12.
I can't believe we're already in July~!
I must remember my Dad's birthday~! >o< (Gosh, i'm so terrible at that)
Today has been one big mood swing, or more like many little mood swings all battered into one mega mecha mood swing. Right now, i feel like i've been crying, even though i've not. Y'know, that feeling you get after crying; the "lump in the throat" feeling and "ache" in the chest like your heart's about to burst? Yeah, that feeling. Except, I don't feel sad. I feel peeved.
Really peeved.
And i've not the foggiest idea why~!
I'm just really angry right now.
I've just been in rally and i usually go in their to race, not make small talk and usually when someone comes over to talk to me I just push my slight irritations to the side but today, this one guy really bugged me. He came over from, what looked like, bothering these two people so i was already annoyned before he even wrote anything. He said "Hello" and i thought 'To hell with this' and just asked if he raced or not. He said he doesn't, so i was then like 'o,e why are you here then?' (I didn't ask that, by the way xD) He then went on about something I can't quite remember but i DO remember him saying that he only came to rally to chat and that he never raced.
He finally asked the age question.
At this point i just said i'm going to find someone who actually wants to race.
Now, looking back, i feel really arse-y but mein gott~! I'm just really angry and I hate it~!
I hate mood swings. I can't even try and sleep because I just start thinking about things that then make me angry. xD
I hatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehatehate mood swings~!
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Posted: Tue Jul 03, 2012 1:51 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2012 6:10 am
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