Gear's Lyrics

[Gear Bush]

I have written several songs over the years and just so i have something to post i might as well share some of them

-nod-

 

[Gear Bush]

Resurrect your demise.


light the candles that surround
close your eyes
open your mind
tonight we raise the dead

true love
separated by death

did you forget
who held the gun
to her head
pulled the trigger?

Feel the aura
of the candles that surround
close your eyes
open your mind
tonight we raise the dead

~separated
in two different worlds, the living and not


did you forget
who held the gun
to her head
pulled the trigger?

take in the aura
of the candles that surround
close your eyes
open your mind
tonight we raise the dead

~separated
in two different worlds, the living and not

true love
separated by death

eyes closed tightly
with your blood
draw out these ancient symbols

place her skull my friend
before you
and let flow your memories
create the essences
find her presence
grab it tightly
pull into you

did you forget
who held the gun
to her head
pulled the trigger?

teeth sink into your neck
are the memories coming back?
fingers pierce into your chest
what you did is it coming back?
as the flesh is torn away
is any of it coming back to you
hands clutching tightly around your throat
open your eyes
you've resurrected your own demise

do you remember
who held the gun
to her head
pulled the trigger?

 

[Gear Bush]

Dot. Dot. Erase.


Can I live in this world while in loves embrace?
Without history tearing its way back out of me
Into me
corrupting all that's around me
Can’t get rid of this enemy

Can you crush?
Crush
Crush
Shatter reality
Destroying everything that ever caused me pain

With a Viral past
I’m not quite sure
How to make it through this
Why Can’t I be clean?
Why can’t I run like new again?

Black tar in the mind
Creeping
Crawling
Horrid memories
Emotions thought to be forgotten

Can you erase my mind?
Destroy these memories
Can you hack into my soul?
Dot
Dot
Erase me

 

[Gear Bush]

Written about a girl i knew in junior high all those years ago

Blackened ☠


Scratched into the paint on the inside of her locker door
The names of all those she has ever adored
Once upon a time each one had been clear
Decorated with hearts, doves, and other such things

Now each and everyone is scratched through
Words of hate adorn the once adored
Bleeding Hearts broken with crooked jagged lines
Doves pierced with arrows
eyes exed out
Skulls and wilted roses

Hurt
Rejected
Beat and broken

She blackens her clothes
pierces her nose
Darkest lips
Darkest eyes
Darkest hair

A new attitude
One filled with hate

She’ll snap at you for one wrong word
She’ll break your ******** face
for one wrong look
what these are you'll never know
until your down on your knees

“You’ve blackened my heart, now I blacken your eyes”

Hurt
Rejected
Beat and broken

Scratched into the paint on the inside of her locker door
The names of all those she has ever adored
Once upon a time each one had been clear
Decorated with hearts, doves, and other such things

Now each and everyone is scratched through
Words of hate adorn the once adored
Bleeding Hearts broken with crooked jagged lines
Doves pierced with arrows
eyes exed out
Skulls and wilted roses

 

[Gear Bush]

Carved into the stone



time passes as the thunder rages on outside these walls
you lay asleep
deep sleep
they said you don't possesses such a thing
but deep enough to dream of demons
to dream of me
to dream of a future where I'm all yours
pure and clean

i whisper as you lay there
"you'll never be alone"
"my heart will always be with you carved into the stone"

i'm dirty
filthy
twisted dark and tainted
black is just how i was painted

i whisper as you lay there
"you'll never be alone"
"my heart will always be with you carved into the stone"

I'm dirty
filthy
UN-clean

I'm dirty
filthy
UN-pure

twisted dark and tainted
black is just how i was painted
you can never change this
for this is the only me

say it i will
swear it for sure
I'm yours no mater what i am
and no mater what you believe
i will always love you
and when the day comes of our bodies final resting
I'll lay be side you
our names carved into stone
with an added little note
beyond all time
beyond all space
beyond all life
This love will last beyond all that

i whisper as you lay there
"you'll never be alone"
"my heart will always be with you carved into the stone"

 

[Gear Bush]

now and this


i'll always say i'll cry for her
i'll always say i'll die for her
i can never lie to her
and i never have

sometimes i feel i must remind her of somethings
such as now and this

"times may become hard
but that's just life its pretty tough

promises are shattered
slipping out of greasy hands
never an intention
hands could be clutched so tight
and it would matter not"

sometimes i feel i must remind her of somethings
such as now and this

"I'm sick inside
it's not only you
and oh my dear
my darling love you ******** know its true"

i'll always say i'll cry for her
i'll always say i'll die for her
i can never lie to her
and i never have

sometimes i feel i must remind her of somethings
such as now and this

"times may become hard
but that's just life its pretty rough

"well get through it together
things may not get better fast
it takes a little time"

just
never let go
i know i never will

just
never let go
i know i never will

i'll always say i'll cry for her
i'll always say i'll die for her
i can never lie to her
and i never have

 

[Gear Bush]

Senselessness



Seems as if
I could be
Sick

Clouded by disease
My mind plays tricks
on more than just me
or at least that's how it seems

Knowing
that which I can not feel
It's humorous to some extent
or at least that's how it seems

Hahahaha~
The laughter fades
only the darkness remains

When common feelings become
nothing more than faint memories
I feel.. I feel..
Nothing but the pain of emptiness

 

[Gear Bush]

We are dead again.


Crawling through the dust
Not able to see a thing
Never really there
Yet never really not

The blood makes you blind
In the brain the voices grind

Your not there
Just an illusion left behind

You are dead again.

I still hear your voice
It’s imprinted in my mind

I can’t tell what’s real anymore
You were the only thing that kept me sane

Now you’re gone and who's to blame?
Me?
You?
Life?
The world?

Curiosity I say

I'm getting damn curious my self
Could I find you again?

I take that risky shot

I’m crawling through the dust
I can barley see a thing
Never really there
Yet never really not

The blood makes me blind
In the brain the voices grind

I’m not there
Just an illusion left behind



I am dead again.

Remembering those days we spent together
And all the things we did

Things become so much clearer
I see a figure lying in the dust next to me
starting to feel I’m really here

The blood is fading fast
And the voices are too near

I touch the figure near
Now I feel it’s you

But somethings wrong
I’m feeling much fainter

The darkness consumes our tortured souls
Twisting and turning
Ripping and burning

Crawling through the dust
In a new world
Not able to see a thing
Never really there
Yet never really not

The blood makes us blind
In the brain the voices grind

We are not there
Just illusions left behind

We are dead again.

 

[Gear Bush]

Vacant Skies Beyond Your Eyes

Frightful lights of living
No one seems to be giving
What’s the time that you have?

In that vacant room of yours

Timeless hours
Timeless days
Nothings perfect
No one stays

Feeling something
Feeling nothing
Empty holes inside the soul

Could someone possibly care?
Could their heart flutter when you’re standing there bare?

Timeless hours
Timeless days
Nothings perfect
No one pays
Pays
Pays Attention

Fill the gap inside
Wont you someone please

Feeling something
Feeling nothing
Empty holes inside the soul

Where are the feelings
Where does this go?
Why can’t this ever show?

Frightful lights of living
No one seems to be giving
What’s the time that you have?

In that vacant room of yours

Timeless hours
Timeless days
Nothings perfect
No one stays

Vacant skies beyond your eyes
As another one lies
You hear nothing

Vacant skies beyond your eyes
As they scratch and claw at the window
Fingers begin to bleed
Longing to leave their seed
You see nothing

Vacant skies beyond your eyes
As the world dies
You feel nothing

Timeless hours
Timeless days
Nothings perfect
You won’t let them pay
Won’t let them stay
You just remain empty.