January 25, 2012
My best friend was silent again. At least, silent towards me. She smiled at me once today, and that was simply because everyone at lunch thought I was upset. I was upset. I don't know if she was smiling to cheer me up, but it only made me feel worse. I broke down crying soon as I got home. She hasn't been answering my texts or IM-ing. I called her, and she told me that she wasn't upset with me. But it still doesn't feel like it. I just want to talk with her again. Did I do something wrong? The last thing I want to do is upset her. I care about her, and I think I made that clear in our conversation this weekend. Tomorrow I'll try to talk to her about it, and I hope that she will respond to me.
With all that emotional stuff out of the way, I'm just going to list what I ate. Nothing was very special about what I ate or how I felt, so yeah... Why discuss it any further than it needs to be?
Breakfast: Cocoa Pebbles with Milk (Also, I checked my poptarts again, and noticed the gelatin. Gotta get them outta the way.)
Lunch: Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich with Spicy Cheetos and Graham Crackers
Dinner: Stir Fry with Rice (There was chicken, but I didn't touch it.)
My best friend was silent again. At least, silent towards me. She smiled at me once today, and that was simply because everyone at lunch thought I was upset. I was upset. I don't know if she was smiling to cheer me up, but it only made me feel worse. I broke down crying soon as I got home. She hasn't been answering my texts or IM-ing. I called her, and she told me that she wasn't upset with me. But it still doesn't feel like it. I just want to talk with her again. Did I do something wrong? The last thing I want to do is upset her. I care about her, and I think I made that clear in our conversation this weekend. Tomorrow I'll try to talk to her about it, and I hope that she will respond to me.
With all that emotional stuff out of the way, I'm just going to list what I ate. Nothing was very special about what I ate or how I felt, so yeah... Why discuss it any further than it needs to be?
Breakfast: Cocoa Pebbles with Milk (Also, I checked my poptarts again, and noticed the gelatin. Gotta get them outta the way.)
Lunch: Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich with Spicy Cheetos and Graham Crackers
Dinner: Stir Fry with Rice (There was chicken, but I didn't touch it.)