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Back when in the year, I had a roleplay I loved. It was a circus roleplay. It sounds stupid and overall meaningless to rant over loving a roleplay, right? Yeah, it is. That's not my issue. My issue is when the roleplay ended. I, after asking the owner, reposted it under my rule. I did a fair job, if I say so myself. It was a certain member that joined later on that had started this supressed rage.

She wasn't the best roleplayer I've seen (and still isn't!), but I let her in. She took two major show roles. She sealed those two and played them until the thread reached a handsome number of pages. When nobody else would want to join a roleplay so long. Then, out of nowhere, she stopped posting. Online often, if not all the time, but not posting. I tried asking her to post, but I don't remember what became of that. I deleted those old messages. After a little checking, I saw that she, instead of replying to the roleplay she was in with myself, was out creating her own roleplay. I shouldn't be bothered by that, should I? No, and I wouldn't be. If it wasn't so similar to the one I was running. If I didn't feel so cheated. That was a while ago, and I'm not quite mad at that anymore. I felt justice was done when her roleplayed failed and not a person signed up.

No, no. This is where my rant heated up... When? The last roleplay, the bumped thread before this one. I was no longer running it, having retired from that spot. I still took the same role IC that I did every other roleplay, though. I love being te Ringmaster's Assistant. So, that's what I kept taking, since, quite frankly, I'm not so good at posting in detail a performance. It is a circus, afterall.

I'll finish this later.