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 Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2012 11:26 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2012 9:23 pm
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December 3, 2012 1:17 PM
Okay, so I just found out I'm a diabetic. Big deal :s
I mean seriously, does that make me a different person? It does not! I'm still ME, and no amount of sickness will change that. You know who's making all the fuss over it? My mom. Now, she's treating me like I have some sort of terminal disease, that I might just drop dead any moment. I mean, come on! It's not even that high when compared to their diabetes. Even my dad said that it's still controllable, especially since we found it out early. But no... she just has to whisper when talking to me like I'm allergic to loud sounds. I mean, I get it: there's going to be some major changes in my life, but does she have to act that way? Both of them are diabetic, she even had gestational diabetes when she was pregnant with me, so why the hell is she so surprised that I have it now?
What's really pissing me off is that she acts as if I'm the only one with such disease. She bought an egg pie, but I'm not allowed to eat it. However, they're allowed to eat it when their sugar levels are completely higher than mine! I know she's concerned and all, but please, I'm not going to die yet. Let me breathe, will yah?
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2012 9:42 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 16, 2013 5:43 am
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okay so i know it's really been a long, long time since i last wrote here. but i know i just had to now. i'm not even going to bother with my usual oc's when it comes to typing (i.e. capitalization), because i'm just so lost right now.
okay, so i'm really bothered by this stupid class of mine. it's an elective that discourses on "leadership". mind you, it's only an elective. but then, she requires so much from us. like this stupid midterm paper that we're supposed to submit by next week. she wants us to write about someone whom we think is a servant leader. she say, she wants to hear our opinions. but then, there she goes and shooting down one suggested person after another because our point of view's different from hers. i mean, if to us, that person deserves to be a servant leader, who is she to impose her opinion on us? then another is her stupid practicum that's as clear as a child's mud pie. last year, a great typhoon wreaked havoc in the southern parts of our country. the victims really are to be pitied because it's like one great bomb exploded in their midst. nothing was left for them: houses, livelihood, even families. so, she wants us to do this sort of practicum on how we can help the victims. she grouped us into four or fives, and told us to make come up with something. if she approves of that, then we can start of the project. then the whole class asked her if we can do it as a class since most of our ideas would work best if we're as a class instead of just five members per group. she agreed to that plan, saying that she'll be the one who will choose among the submitted ideas. then, after the holiday break, she went in and said that we're to compile all the similarities in our submission, and we're to work as groups on all the similar ideas. then she said that she's been doing that practicum for 44 years now and that she knows how much a student can raise if they will to do it. so now, if we can't reach that quota, we're going to be given a 0 on our practicum grade. oh, and did i mention she did not mention how much amount we should be getting? so even if we raised 50,000 pesos but her ideal is 100,000 pesos, we're still going to be zero because "we didn't put our backs into it, because she knows how much a student can raise if they will it". then, she tells us that she wants us to do this on our own freewill because that's how you learn how to "give" to others... "until it hurts". but after every time she says this, she keeps on adding that she knows how much we can raise if we're serious about what we're doing. lastly, just today, she went in and said that we can't have 5 members in a team, the maximum she'll be wanting is 4 member in a group. so yeah, she was the one who grouped us into 4 to 5.
ain't she just one big b***h? i'm serious, because of her, i'm feeling really lost right now. like, i don't know what i'll do first. should i do my finance homework? should i finish my resume? should i start on my buddy task? should i just go and hire someone to finish her off? i lost all my will to do things properly because i'm really lost. one moment, i'm all fired up to go and do my stuff, the next, all i want is to read. then, after picking up my book, i'll want to start playing. the opening credits hadn't even started when there i go wanting to go online. thank god right now typing seems to seep away all the negative vibes in me. that's why i'm just typing away like a chicken without its head on.
i dunno if i'm pissed off, panicky, lazy, stupid, unfocused, lost, procrastinating, or just plain sleepy. or maybe even a combination of all these feelings. i'm just really not me right now. so to let off some stress... don't mind if i do this:
the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog. the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog. the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog. the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog. the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog. my eyes are actually closed as i type these words. i'm tryin to see how accurate i am now when it comes to touch typing. i've been doing this since i was in high school, and somehow, i seem to ahve gotten the ahng of it. well, it does make me a fast typer, plus idunno, i think it helps relieves my stress. like t somehow seeps away all the bad energy in me. i love touch typing. just love it. i wouldn't mind being a typer/ttypist, whatever... i just love typing.
the qick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog. thequick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog. the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. abcdefghijklmopqrstuvwxyz. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.
waaaa~! i'm just so goddamn..... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2013 7:41 am
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Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2013 12:32 pm
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