Well, I am living on my own now (sort of, I have roommates). First time that I've ever supported myself. I lived with my mom until 2 years ago and then with my boyfriend, and he was the "breadwinner". I've moved into a place closer to work and he just moved to New Hampshire of all places.
I'm pretty conflicted. I like being responsible for myself (and my animals), I love my job, I am slowly making friends here. But I'm going to miss him and I do miss home and NH is much closer to Boston than here. Of course we fought all the time and I really don't want to live with him and I don't want to go there and not have a job and be back at square one, not to mention having to coordinate another cross country trip with the animals, and get rid of almost everything I own AGAIN.
Life is tough. I think I wouldn't be so sad if I had some kind of support system here and if I was making more money. I guess my plan for now is to look for a second job and try to spend as little as possible so I can save up lots of money.
Also, since it's the only thing that I can't carry on my own (should I have to move for whatever reason) I'm thinking of selling my fish tank and just getting a 5g and a desk.
The Pets and Animals Guild!
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