I'm still a kid, but today reminds me of a period few years ago. A friend called me about my attendance at the party. I hate myself for putting it off like I did few years ago for the same thing. I want to go, but I have to ask a certain someone for permission. Augh! I am so angry, I should have asked sooner. There were so many excuses to tell. I so want to go like few years ago. Déjà vu! It was a long time ago, but I think they let me go attend the party.