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 Posted: Tue Feb 19, 2013 5:08 pm
I figured I might start a journal. Keep my thoughts in one place, ya know?
I figured I'd start it with a post describing myself. I'm Japanese American, with a touch of Indian. My hair is black, and my eyes are grey. I'm not the tallest or strongest, but I'm in advanced classes in school. I'm rather ignorant of my Asian heritage, due to I was born to New Age "Born Again" Christians who didn't tell me much about it. I'm a huge Anime, Manga, and J-Music fan with a rather large collection of all three things. Like my parents, I'm Christian, but I don't believe everything the preacher tells me, due to even they have their own prejudices. I'm quiet and don't have very many friends when compared to most. I love experimenting on things and I'm an inventor... not that anything has successfully "worked yet." But that's OK, I learn more from failure than success. My best friend is Chris, "the guy known as Noire." xp We've been close since we where young. In fact we dated for awhile, but then I felt weird about him being my friend, and seeing what most couples do when they break it off... I got worried I'd lose him as a friend. I'm bisexual, and have had crushes on both guys and girls (mostly celebrity crushes; don't judge, we've all had them.) I've been dating my current boyfriend for three years now, and I hope it lasts longer. heart I'm shy, so I don't talk much, normally. I write fanfiction, check out my work on fanfiction.net if you like. My username there is Sniffles The Anteater. Well, that
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2013 9:50 am
Me and Nutty officially celebrated our three year anniversary yesterday. I took him out to his favorite restaurant, and we had a nice meal. He surprised me while we where eating by giving me an expensive watch. He told me it once belonged to his grandfather. I was so honored that I didn't, and still don't, want to wear it. I put it on then to humor him, but as soon as I got home I put it somewhere safe. redface
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2013 2:28 pm
Awwwwwwww the watch gift is such a sweet gift and the fact you don't wanna lose it makes it all the sweeter.
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Posted: Fri Feb 22, 2013 7:04 pm
He gave you G-pa's old watch? That thing was important to him. G-pa was the only one who supported him in everything, sports, school, even sexuality. He must really feel you're the one.
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Posted: Sat Mar 09, 2013 3:38 pm
First post in awhile.
Today's an... awkward day each year, for lack of a better term. It's hard for me to tell the story why, but it's time. Back when I dated my first boyfriend, we where pretty open about it. It had it's downside, we were constantly made fun of by homophobes. Well, long story short, one of those jerks decided to use me, rape me, whatever you want to call it. I guess he figured I wasn't guy enough to try and fight back. If it wasn't for my then boyfriend they probably would have abused me until I was too senseless to identify them. It sounds like a movie or a novel, but I know it happened, and does Chris. My ego was shattered and I haven't been able to go out at night alone since. People feel the need to bring it up each year, like they think I want to remember his tongue in my mouth, him entering me...
A little TMI, I know. I'm just tired of holding it in.
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Posted: Wed Mar 13, 2013 5:19 pm
Me and my boyfriend hung out at my house last night.
At first it was rather normal. My boyfriend needed help with homework, so he came over. I showed him my newest fanfics, cuddled, just normal stuff we do when we hang out.
Then he got all loving.
It's normal for him to be kinda clingy (in the positive way) but this was different. He seemed more wanting. Later when I had went into my room to get my calculator... well, he sprung. And we... well... kinda T.M.I. to most. Let's just say, it was our first time. I feel, I dunno, complete.
Mood: Wow .///.
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