So I finally got a reply from the owner of the bookstore.
Unfortunately, I didn't meet the requirements and it sucks.
All I have to say is I feel completely disappointed in myself...
I have be letting myself become alitt more hopeful and have alittle more faith..
So far, it hasn't gotten me any where...
I feel completely foolish for letting myself have hope...
I feel completely foolish for letting myself have faith...
I desparately need a pick me up or something to fill this void I feel inside...
I know tears and being depressed won't get me anywhere...
emo
