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Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2013 6:22 am
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Sooo...
After my break up with Lindsey, I was really heart broken but decided maybe it was time to move on after we lived together for 6 more months after that. Things were probably for the best with us moving on.
I met a girl in Washington State. Which is where I'm at now. Just outside of Seattle (If anyone lives near there or in Renton, we should totally meet up sometime.) and I got an apartment with her and at first, I really didn't want another relationship. But something recently changed. She was talking about getting married to me because she's extremely thankful that of all the situations to have happened to her, she managed to find someone like me who she can get along with and everything.
A few days ago, I was texting Lindsey and was kinda wanting to get back together with her and found out that she still even cares about me. She also lives here in Washington, too. However, she's a 3 hour or so drive away from me. I kinda want both Nicole and Lindsey, but know I shouldn't even though Nicole is kinda open to me having a girlfriend on the side if I wanted to and I know Lindsey was the same.
But anyways...
So like... I've come to realize that maybe instead of thinking about me me me me. I should look at the bigger picture and be like "Hey... lets go ahead and get hitched!"
My only fear is the fact that once we're married, we're stuck until we get a divorce and I really don't want to deal with that. But if I'm happy, then I'm happy, yeah? If not, I'd like to work it out.
Settling down kinda scares me to be honest. I like the current freedom I have now. But like... I'm in love with two different girls. One more-so than the other. But I'm almost 25 and feel like I should make a choice of what to do since I'm 5 3/4 years away from being 30. I don't want to end up like my uncle who didn't marry a woman til he was like almost 50. Plus I really do love Nicole and want to keep her. She's an amazing find and does a lot for me plus I can openly do my tarot readings and whatnot in front of her without ANY issues.
So yeah...
Today you learned: I'm in Washington I have feelings for an ex, but stronger feelings for current Girlfriend That I may actually get married
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Posted: Sun Sep 22, 2013 10:13 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 09, 2013 12:19 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 09, 2013 9:16 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 10, 2013 5:25 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 11, 2013 7:35 pm
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the boldness of my comment made me laugh out loud >.< but in all seriousness, I do hope he gives it time, jumping the gun sounds fun, but when it come down to it and things go wrong, it hurts like hell, trust me, been there done that...my ex wanted me to drop my life here and move there with him, part of me is glad that I didn't, I loved him very much but I was too afraid that stuff might happen and i'd be SOL...though I wont lie most of me regrets not at least trying...but this is why I didn't, he wanted everything to happen at once, I wouldn't have been going to see him, I'd be moving there, and most likely ASAP marrying him *like he did his first wife and got divorced from, kid included* so if things didn't work out, well like I said I'd of been SOL...though come to think of it, what is with people in WA being all lets do this NOW? *it's where my ex is from*
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Posted: Tue Nov 12, 2013 1:29 pm
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Posted: Tue Nov 12, 2013 7:34 pm
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