I loved her. She was just so awesome. She had 3 wonderful kids, all around my age, and she always made me feel like a friend and family. I really wanted her in Ezra's life, my life... She was one of the best people I know. I can't imagine how many other people feel the same, not even just Eric or his dad or his sister. Or her kids or her mom. Life is so ******** unfair sometimes. I can't believe it.