Usually, we girls have particular traits we look for in guys, right? Once we get over the nth one, we go to the next. Or am I the only one? Pfft.
Anyway, I just wanted to rant about my current crush. So if you don't like rants, I'm so sorry ><
One word to describe my relationship to him : awkward.Up till today, I'm wondering what I like in him. We have nothing alike. I'm timid, he's outgoing.
How did we meet? Facebook. Painful, but the first conversation I had with him was about why he never seemed to see me. Whenever I come across that conversation on my profile, I feel so awkward about it. He tried looking for me at school. I'd shrink into my seat whenever he I hear him ask his friends who I am.
But then one day, he finally did. I was fixing my org's backdrop for the upcoming christmas party. I ran out of glue sticks, so my best guy friend went in the org room to fetch me some. I casually told him about my day as he sat in the same place he was in before. I began complaining, calling him lazy and such. But when I looked up.
Oops. Wrong guy.
I couldn't remember what we talked about, but I remember being stiff and awkward. Not the stiff-because-im-talking-to-my-crush, but I do think I turned out to react coldly everytime I respond.
Situations like these happen repetitively afterwards. And yes, I still end up acting cold around him. I appreciate his efforts to talk to me despite the fact that we wouldn't really have something necessary to talk about, but I always end up doing something wrong. I wish I can act more casually.
My problem's kinda boring, but I'd really appreciate it if you guys would give me advice. Do I need advice? Or am I just overthinking. Meh, I'm just freaking weird, I guess.
Anyway, I just wanted to rant about my current crush. So if you don't like rants, I'm so sorry ><
One word to describe my relationship to him : awkward.Up till today, I'm wondering what I like in him. We have nothing alike. I'm timid, he's outgoing.
How did we meet? Facebook. Painful, but the first conversation I had with him was about why he never seemed to see me. Whenever I come across that conversation on my profile, I feel so awkward about it. He tried looking for me at school. I'd shrink into my seat whenever he I hear him ask his friends who I am.
But then one day, he finally did. I was fixing my org's backdrop for the upcoming christmas party. I ran out of glue sticks, so my best guy friend went in the org room to fetch me some. I casually told him about my day as he sat in the same place he was in before. I began complaining, calling him lazy and such. But when I looked up.
Oops. Wrong guy.
I couldn't remember what we talked about, but I remember being stiff and awkward. Not the stiff-because-im-talking-to-my-crush, but I do think I turned out to react coldly everytime I respond.
Situations like these happen repetitively afterwards. And yes, I still end up acting cold around him. I appreciate his efforts to talk to me despite the fact that we wouldn't really have something necessary to talk about, but I always end up doing something wrong. I wish I can act more casually.
My problem's kinda boring, but I'd really appreciate it if you guys would give me advice. Do I need advice? Or am I just overthinking. Meh, I'm just freaking weird, I guess.
