Some days I am still convinced it is him. I've just resorted to referring to him as Basement Cat. But when I am down there and see him, I still call him Titan.

But I've become so ******** detached from the whole incident.

The cat is usually out when I come down now, but immediately hides when I come down. Sometimes it watches me for a bit before hiding. Sometimes not.

I am supposed to catch it and take it to the shelter because according to my vet, they are no kill now. I still don't want to. I am pretty sure a no kill shelter will kill a feral.

I can't drive so it's not like I can just load it into a car and drive it to some feral rescue in ******** Nowheretown