possible suicide. i need advice

[DarkJoker99]

I have attempted suicide by suffocation, but I can never seem to go through with it. I think about my parents and I can't. I can relate to you. I often have moodswings when I don't realize it. I never had many friends because of my weight, and the freinds I do have, turn on me. I had a best freind,we talked all the time, we hung out all the time, we spent the night at each other's houses all the time. Kindergarden BFF's. But when 5th grade came around. It was like i wasn't even there. I was invisible, like a grain of sand in a football stadium. Soon everyone started to ignore me because she was in the "Cool" clique, so everyone did what she did. Even now, people do this. In the early 90's everything was all good. Everything was carefree. But then, something happend to the world. I am going to die a woman with worries for the world.  

[K1T3]

thnx for the help everyone the suicide thoughts have left. but i've been losing most of my friends. now they don't rarely ignore me it's allt eh time. and how you asked about how i go tot eh movies? my parents. i ask my friends tot eh movies all teh time but everyone is either busy or they say they can come but completely ignore my calls. im starting to feel like this school sucks big time. i really want tot ransfer to another one.  

[Voxtom]

I WILL KNOCK THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUT OF YOU IF YOU EVEN THINK THAT AGAIN...GET YOUR EMO(TIONS) TOGETHER,  

[K1T3]

funkafied95

I WILL KNOCK THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUT OF YOU IF YOU EVEN THINK THAT AGAIN...GET YOUR EMO(TIONS) TOGETHER,

there's no need to get violent. as youc an probably see fromt eh alst post i made now it's just trying to find more better friends. i decided to hang out w/ some of teh freshman i know.  

[Calypso91]

god, i seriously agree with everything you said, it's the same here, and if you ever want a friend to talk too, plz feel free to pm me!!! *hugs* <3  

[BobWiley]

YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE!!!!!!!!!!! dont do it though....... im close but there is no way i could ever purposely hurt myself..... AND mine sucks more than yours.......... i havnt had a friend since 1st grade and im in 9th now...... 8 YEARS OF NOTHING REALLY ******** WITH UR HEAD........ dont do it though..... i have some freinds now but they care about there girl friends/ boy friends more than me...... s**t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

[Ryu of the Dark]

I don't have it as bad as u but hey I have had some major days where I felt that hang in there and live life!!!! biggrin