So (where to start) I've been going out with my bf for about a year and 2 months. And I really love him, he means the world to me and I'd do just about anything for him. And the last year or so has been hell in the best possible way and I wouldn't ever change it except for the fact that I kept hurting him. I started cutting bad again right after we started going out (I was able to keep it from him for a little while) and I've promised so many times I'd stop and I can't. I'm addicted to it. I stopped cutting because I was hurting but started cutting just to cut. It was my addiction. And he told me he'd break up with me if he found any marks at all on my body and idk. Its been driving me insane and I'm not sure what to do. I need to feel that pain it brings. I've been doing good for the past couple of months but lately its been bugging again. Any advice??
(sorry I posted so much XD i get ranty sometimes)
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