Pregnancy and Loss Discussion

[TequilaRose]

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Took a third test today and its positive. My sister is (so far) the only person not Happy for me. Trying to get a hold of my hubby but he is out in the field so, hopefully I can get a hold of him soon, he knows I thought I am.

I understand my sisters reasons for not being happy, our lives have been intertwined for a few years now, and this will maybe not separate us but, make them more separate. I work at my families shipping store, and so she doesn't know how that can work out with me being preggy.

I am happy though, and refuse to be unhappy about it.

Well I am glad for all of you. I was like that when I found out I was pregnant. I spotted for like an hour.. but didn't start and didn't think anything of it although I was crampy and moody. I tested and it came out negative so I went on with my life and then when I didn't start the next month I decided to try the test again... 4 tests..lol all positive. I was really happy and can't wait to try again. But maybe not right away. I want to move back home and get out of Michigan. My husband and I are all alone and it sucks having to go through all of this with out my sister here. And I am nervous it will happen again even if there is a slim chance because I was 16 weeks and considered a still birth.  

[TequilaRose]

I don't know.. maybe I will be pregnant for Christmas when we go back to visit. I am nervous about all the tears I will get when we do though. Johns mom was looking forward to being a grandma again and was so excited to hear we were having a baby.  

[VodkaLeona]

God your hard to sniff out.  

[TequilaRose]

VodkaLeona

God your hard to sniff out.

Ya well I was trying to write you but you have you hands full of cuteness.  

[TequilaRose]

I want the kuro.... so I can dress like yachiru and I need like 600 gold to do it...  

[VodkaLeona]

you only need 600? I'll give it to you  

[TequilaRose]

well for the first part... I have no money because I am bearly on... I just need the hikama and the kuro kuske...  

[TequilaRose]

hey thanks sis  

[TequilaRose]

now another 6,000 and I will be set...lol  

[VodkaLeona]

lol
you need the 6,000 for the black bottoms?  

[VodkaLeona]

for some reason I have to go the long way to get here  

[TequilaRose]

ya.. sucks..I am so poor  

[TequilaRose]

it takes a while for your last posts to show up I think.. I wonder if I look at yours if it will show? goes to try  

[TequilaRose]

well that answeres my first and last question about it... Takes a while..lol what do you think of my yachiru?  

[VodkaLeona]

Why Yachiru!?