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This ocean flows, a ocean of blue
I see my reflection, without you

Why must it always be
That everything I do reminds me of you?
It Reminds me that I'm no longer yours-
Every step leads to another place
This place with these memories are lost and forgotten and tinted in red.

Someone else in my place
Misery is my new name
Its is what I became
And if you were to take me back and if you were to ask.
Everyone knows id turn my back
But sadly You were my first and only love
You robbed me of My best friend, all that I' had left
But your presence crumbled before me
Leaving me broken and lonely
Lost with nowhere and no one to go to

Lost because I am without you
Without you I am lost
Since you've been gone
The reflection I see
Is not of me
At least not who
I used to be;
Friendly and bubbly sweet and kind


But my eyes are now
hollow
Like those of a corpse
Drenched in sorrow
With no remorse
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you've left me to become?
One with the earth its dirt and all its scum?
I'm Torn to pieces
Because I'm not myself
With no heart to feel
Nothing left of me at all
You've robbed me of

My heart, my smile
You've robbed me my innocence
Like the one Within a child.
The one I was.
And what you have taken
Can never be returned
I remain a ghost of myself


But Since you've been gone
I have learned-Because of you
Never can I trust another soul
Never can I open myself up again To a world so cold so god damn cold
And never again will I love the same damn
way That I did.
How can I ever love someone
The way I loved you?

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When i was trying to type a new poem my little sister was playing kelly clarkson(I dont like her)_ so yea kindof that kelly vbe going but whatever..