Today,
Today didn't go quite my way. And might I say I am terrified of mice, blood, being judged, and being alone before I start to give you some insight.
I fell asleep at 9 o'clock yesterday, and ended up waking up at 2 in the morning to find my sister's rats, Dexter and Chester, crawling on me. I jumped out of my bed, screaming might I add, and they scurried away. They are still in my room as I type. After this event, I went to 'sleep'(or listened to BBC on Serious Radio) until 5 when I had to get up for school, so I didn't sleep.
When I arrived at school, I couldn't go hang out with my best friend because of someone who will remain unnamed. He calls me a fat-butt reject(I'm using a different word for other reasons, because I do like this guild.) It makes me feel insecure and hurts my feelings because no girl ever wants to be called anything spiteful. Anyway, after that, I headed to class.
I hate my 1st period, because the teacher is a hypocrite. He's annoyingly 'honest'(when I say honest, I mean says what's on his mind, no matter how cruel it is and says it loud enough to hear two classes away. No lie.). We had to watch a video on drugs, which after he accused me of using. I know I brought THIS part upon me, but I told him off. The part I can remember is that I told him he should get laid and stop being so much of a butt.(Once again, slightly censored.) My band teacher came in and saved me while he was surprised by the fact I even speak. I'm quiet in the early morning, not my fault.
Everything went well until 5th period when we had a surprise vocabulary test. Crap. I blanked out. 'What perfect timing!', I know, right? Anyway, I scored a 20F. I'll need to have a retake. I'm glad my math teacher likes me, because of my failage at math. Plus, she's awesome.
At lunch, one of the boys got hit in the nose. His blood got on my shirt and I did my best not to gag. I didn't and my pretty aqua blue high cut top has a dark red splotch on it now. Joy.
Finally, drum roll, please. 7th period. The class with the most ignorant, crude people you will ever meet. All of them, out of 27 students, there are around 8 good ones. And my teacher had had enough. She told us to write our names at the top of the paper, and pass them around. I'm pretty sure my comments are negative because I ignore the ignorant group and can be slightly annoying whenever I babble on about an answer. Plus, the most popular girl in my school, hates me and so do all of her minions. So, I'm not looking forward to Monday.
Oh, and on the bus ride, I found out a 'friend' is now dating the guy I've liked since I moved to this town. She's knows it too, and says I'm not dating him because I'm too fat and ugly. Needless to say I'm expelled from the bus for trying to 'kill her' as she puts it. I put it as 'giving her exactly what she deserves.' I'd had enough that day though, and now I feel so much better.
However it is Friday, I'm piled up with a good book, typing with my laptop, and listening to Scott Mills while waiting for church to start and for myself to start on my paper for my 6th period.
No, I'm not asking for sympathy. I just hope if you had a bad day, this will let you know or compare that you might not have had this bad of a day. For those of you who had a good day, laugh, be happy. I'm fine, so don't say anything sympathetic.
Thanks for reading,
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