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 Posted: Fri Dec 13, 2013 8:04 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 13, 2013 9:30 pm
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No one knows what it's like∞
To be the bad man∞
To be the sad man∞
Behind Blue Eyes∞
And no one knows∞
What it's like to be hated∞
To be fated to telling only lies∞  ∞But my dreams they aren't as empty∞ ∞As my conscience seems to be∞ ∞I have hours, only lonely∞ ∞My love is vengeance∞ ∞That's never free∞ Dhylan sighed again. The answer here wasn't black or white! Did he like Eun?! That was hard to answer! "How am I supposed to know?! I think he's a friend, but he's a friend that likes me... but do I like him?" His normal voice shone through, if a bit quiet and weak. This was all too confusing! He didn't even know if he still liked Ariana! Every relationship hurt him. Maybe this was just... normal? When Nell set into him, calling him ignorant and arrogant, he took an sharp inhale, pulling away rather violently. He looked like he'd been hurt by the girl, more tears streaming. She said flat out Eun would have been kidnapped regardless, which brought what felt like knives stabbing through him. He didn't move, didn't breathe. It was all too real, wasn't it? When she said she'd cut her hair if he didn't change, he reached to his bedside table and grabbed a small pocketknife and dropped it in the girl's lap. "Do it. I know who is at fault. You weren't there, Chantale. You. Weren't. There." His eyes were intense, still cascading tears, but finally showing some sort of emotion beyond guilt. All the people that had offered him advice weren't there. They didn't know the tumultuous waves of thoughts in his head. He just wanted a break from it all. Why was that so hard? ∞No one knows what its like∞ ∞To feel these feelings∞ ∞Like I do, and I blame you!∞ ∞No one bites back as hard∞ ∞On their anger∞ ∞None of my pain and woe∞ ∞Can show through∞
∞No one knows what it's like
∞To be mistreated, to be defeated
∞Behind Blue Eyes
∞No one knows how to say
∞That they're sorry and don't worry
∞I'm not telling lies |
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Cinnabun Gryffie Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 12:37 pm
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Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
Take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
★Ⓟ ⓤⓡⓔⓑⓛⓞⓞⓓ ☆xxღтαкєи вчღ Ｒｏｓｅ Ｈａｌｌ 【ΡʀєғєϹτ】
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Nell was very close to shaking Dhyl as he spoke around his own question. Gah why was he being so stubborn! She felt guilty for what she had said, especially because of his violent angered reaction but as much as it pained her it was true. The student was still a student and the person taking him was a fully grown, probably experienced adult. Either he would've been kidnapped or something else would've happened that gave a similar result. The Gods have mysterious and sometimes cruel ways. What she hadn't expected for him to do was to drop a pocketknife in her lap telling her to do it, to cut her hair because she wasn't there. Her determined sienna eyes stared him down as she grabbed the knife and flipped it open and grabbed a fistful of her hair. "You know what, Dhylan? You" she hacked at the one handful "weren't" she cut yet another "either!" and finally cut her last few strands before her hair was short and choppy with a few loose strands still falling from her hacking. "Why is it you insist that you could've changed something? Yes you may have been a t**t, like you're being now, yes you might've caused him to run away but you couldn't control where. Or who would be following. Or even when this would happen. Stop attempted to carry all this guilt upon your shoulders! You don't see the Headmistress running amok or hiding beneath her bed covers and this happened to one of her students, during a day and in a town which is considered safe. The people of Hogsmeade haven't shut down, the Head of Gryffindor isn't a complete mess you are the only one acting like this probably besides the actual family members. So why, why in all of Goddess green Earth do you honestly believe that this is your fault!?" Nell yelled out.
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Wearing: Casual | Where: Boy's Dormitory | With: Dhyl | Thoughts: Oh Dhyl....| OOC:
We're the therapists pumping through your speakers
Delivering just what you need
We're well read and poised
We're the best boys
We're the chemists who've found the formula
To make your heart swell and burst
No matter what they say, don't believe a word |
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 6:16 pm
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No one knows what it's like∞
To be the bad man∞
To be the sad man∞
Behind Blue Eyes∞
And no one knows∞
What it's like to be hated∞
To be fated to telling only lies∞ ∞But my dreams they aren't as empty∞ ∞As my conscience seems to be∞ ∞I have hours, only lonely∞ ∞My love is vengeance∞ ∞That's never free∞ Dhylan watched numbly for a second, but when Nell began speaking and hacking away at her hair, he flinched hard with each word. At this point, he felt he'd rather have the knife than the sharp, cutting words. As she continued to speak, he felt lower than dirt. Less than that. She had a way of what he assumed "tough love." It sucked. At least his dad was just strict. His mom... his mom had always been a free spirit. That is where it all lay, as well. He still blamed himself for her being gone. That's where he lost it. Bright blue eyes drained of all emotion, now just devoid of any light they once held. The boy fell sideways, collapsing to the bed. He curled up, then... stopped. He didn't move, save the soft rise and fall of his chest. He didn't blink, instead staring at some intangible thing. He didn't speak, didn't think. Dhylan was numb. ∞No one knows what its like∞ ∞To feel these feelings∞ ∞Like I do, and I blame you!∞ ∞No one bites back as hard∞ ∞On their anger∞ ∞None of my pain and woe∞ ∞Can show through∞
∞No one knows what it's like
∞To be mistreated, to be defeated
∞Behind Blue Eyes
∞No one knows how to say
∞That they're sorry and don't worry
∞I'm not telling lies |
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Cinnabun Gryffie Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 6:53 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 7:03 pm
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No one knows what it's like∞
To be the bad man∞
To be the sad man∞
Behind Blue Eyes∞
And no one knows∞
What it's like to be hated∞
To be fated to telling only lies∞ ∞But my dreams they aren't as empty∞ ∞As my conscience seems to be∞ ∞I have hours, only lonely∞ ∞My love is vengeance∞ ∞That's never free∞ Dhylan was limp when Nell tried to lift him, unable to move anymore. When she lifted him in the air, he sort of flopped over. The boy gave a long, slow blink, but otherwise didn't acknowledge what had happened. Seconds later he was propped up in the shower. He could feel the change in temperature, but it didn't phase him. He stared dully at the girl, lifeless blue eyes the only sort of color in the pale boy's face. As the water continued to pour over him, the teen looked more and more like a drowned animal, clothes and hair clinging to his skin. Dhylan blinked again, letting out a slightly heavier exhale. ∞No one knows what its like∞ ∞To feel these feelings∞ ∞Like I do, and I blame you!∞ ∞No one bites back as hard∞ ∞On their anger∞ ∞None of my pain and woe∞ ∞Can show through∞
∞No one knows what it's like
∞To be mistreated, to be defeated
∞Behind Blue Eyes
∞No one knows how to say
∞That they're sorry and don't worry
∞I'm not telling lies |
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Cinnabun Gryffie Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 7:11 pm
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 7:53 pm
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  ((OOC: outfit in picture))  Ariana had been alone in the music room, as always, when Nell burst through the door with a unique, new hairstyle.The redhead didn't have anytime to ask what happened with her hair because she immediately grabbed the seventh year by the hand and pulled her towards the common room, explaining why she needed her right then and there. Upon entering the common room, the girls approached the boys' dormitories. "You know, we really shouldn't be doing this," she said but didn't stop making her way towards the door. Prefects weren't supposed to break rules, but they also weren't supposed to let their housemates lie in bed all day, feeling horrible about something. Upon entering, Ariana spotted a lump under the blanket on one of the beds. "Dhyl?" she asked before approaching it and pulling off the blanket from the boy's head to reveal his blond hair. In astonishment, the seventh year jumped slightly and exclaimed, "Your hair!" Going from a dark shade to an incredibly light shade all of a sudden would come as a surprise to anybody. Is everyone changing their hair? she wondered, not taking her eyes off the blond head of hair that Dhylan currently wore.
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Cinnabun Gryffie Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 8:21 pm
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No one knows what it's like∞
To be the bad man∞
To be the sad man∞
Behind Blue Eyes∞
And no one knows∞
What it's like to be hated∞
To be fated to telling only lies∞ ∞But my dreams they aren't as empty∞ ∞As my conscience seems to be∞ ∞I have hours, only lonely∞ ∞My love is vengeance∞ ∞That's never free∞ Dhylan didn't notice he the shower being turned off, nor the warmth of the drying charm. He did, however, note being moved and tucked under his blankets. Though, that seemed short lived. He heard another voice, this one seeming in a state of shock. The words sounded warped as they echoed in his head. By the time the sound stopped, he couldn't have even a clue as to whom the person may be. A normal person may have looked up to identify the person, but the dull blue eyes remained unfocused. Even he was unsure just what he was looking at. ∞No one knows what its like∞ ∞To feel these feelings∞ ∞Like I do, and I blame you!∞ ∞No one bites back as hard∞ ∞On their anger∞ ∞None of my pain and woe∞ ∞Can show through∞
∞No one knows what it's like
∞To be mistreated, to be defeated
∞Behind Blue Eyes
∞No one knows how to say
∞That they're sorry and don't worry
∞I'm not telling lies |
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 8:46 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 3:19 pm
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((OOC: outfit in picture)) Ariana frowned when Dhylan didn't react to her exclamation one bit. Instead, he looked rather unfocused and numb, as if he was living and breathing, but wasn't at the same time. Kind of like a toy. The redhead took her eyes off him when Nell spoke. Brown eyebrows raised in curiosity and wonder as the sixth year girl trailed off. "You may have what?" she asked, her voice desperate with wanting to know the answer. That explains her hair, she thought, eying Nell's short, choppy haircut. Ariana looked back at Dhylan to see that he was still unresponsive, and he had apparently gotten like that due to the other prefect's ranting. "I can try," she answered, slowly approaching the bed on which Dhyl lay before sitting down herself. "Hey, Dhyl, please talk to me," she pleaded, running a hand through his hair softly. If anger and ranting didn't work, maybe a soft, calm voice would?
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 3:39 pm
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No one knows what it's like∞
To be the bad man∞
To be the sad man∞
Behind Blue Eyes∞
And no one knows∞
What it's like to be hated∞
To be fated to telling only lies∞ ∞But my dreams they aren't as empty∞ ∞As my conscience seems to be∞ ∞I have hours, only lonely∞ ∞My love is vengeance∞ ∞That's never free∞ Dhylan heard the words pour in, but again, they echoed around in his head, warping and making all sorts of horrible noise. After a few seconds, the words slowed and a familiar voice spoke up. The voice asked that he talk, but he couldn't muster the energy to do more than provide a heavy exhale. He at least did one thing, and that was turning his, still unfocused, eyes toward the redhead. It wasn't much, but it was some small clue to know the old Dhylan was still buried in the broken boy's body. ∞No one knows what its like∞ ∞To feel these feelings∞ ∞Like I do, and I blame you!∞ ∞No one bites back as hard∞ ∞On their anger∞ ∞None of my pain and woe∞ ∞Can show through∞
∞No one knows what it's like
∞To be mistreated, to be defeated
∞Behind Blue Eyes
∞No one knows how to say
∞That they're sorry and don't worry
∞I'm not telling lies |
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Cinnabun Gryffie Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 8:36 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 8:52 pm
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Cinnabun Gryffie Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 9:46 pm
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No one knows what it's like∞
To be the bad man∞
To be the sad man∞
Behind Blue Eyes∞
And no one knows∞
What it's like to be hated∞
To be fated to telling only lies∞ ∞But my dreams they aren't as empty∞ ∞As my conscience seems to be∞ ∞I have hours, only lonely∞ ∞My love is vengeance∞ ∞That's never free∞ Dhylan heard Ariana's words, though warped and twisted, held a ring of the girl's voice. She wanted him to speak. That wasn't so hard... right? Just open up and make noise. His lips opened a bit, but the teen looked like he was in physical pain. He even had some idea what to say. His first attempt ended in a breathy rasp, but he closed his teary eyes, then tried once more. "I..." His voice cracked after so little use, but it pained him to speak. "did...." Dhyl curled tighter on himself, tears flowing even harder. This was the hardest thing ever. "this..." At least last time, he died too. ∞No one knows what its like∞ ∞To feel these feelings∞ ∞Like I do, and I blame you!∞ ∞No one bites back as hard∞ ∞On their anger∞ ∞None of my pain and woe∞ ∞Can show through∞
∞No one knows what it's like
∞To be mistreated, to be defeated
∞Behind Blue Eyes
∞No one knows how to say
∞That they're sorry and don't worry
∞I'm not telling lies |
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