I have a girlfriend at least I thought I did up until she stopped texting me. It's the only way she seems to like a talk. We had a sleep over and then after when she left she wouldn't text me at all after that. I have no clue what I did but it confuses me so now I think I'm single but I don't know for sure. I think I'm going to text her one more time if we're threw and if she doesn't answer I'll take it as a yes. Shes been on facebook so I know shes around.
Maybe I scared off by being too affectionate.

I don't even know if I want to be a total lesbian to be honest. You see my ex is dying he has cancer and he always tried telling me I was a lesbian. So finally I just deiced to face being a lesbian I mean I do like woman but I want a man in my life too.

Infact since I lost him relationship wise that's all I really wanted. At the time though my girl just came onto me and I felt weak and like I always have loved her. Which I have just maybe not as much as I thought.

Now I don't know what to do.