So many things wrong with life....

[Darkness Dragons Revenge]

I dont get this...
My parents are so mean to me.
Soem of my friends are here in America, but then there are the ones in London...
My one friend is getting suicidal thoughts, even though shes on medication. She cant talk to her parents because shes a foster child and her foster parent dont really help/care about her. Im scared that shes going to turn emo and i cant help.
grades and school are just a pile of crap. my grades are average, but not in social studies. its like a D+ but I cant get them higher.... no matter all my studying...
Im so worked up about love..... i have a bf, and he cares about me a lot, but... hes not like other guys.... or other people for that matter... but i still love him soooo much.

I was watching Shark Boy and Lava Girl today, and when Max found out that he was asleep, and that he was going to wake up, I felt his pain....
I always dream about my perfect world.... but it will never be able to come true. The one i love is there, my friends and are are together forever, my grades are all around B's.... but its not like any of this will happen anytime soon....
Someone once tolled me this: Reality is a lie... Your nightmares are real....
I know that the last part might be wrong.... might be.... but the first part is true.....  

[queen of arcadia]

the more you think about how shitty life is the more it's going to be shitty
all you can do is try your best
and keep your head up high
it'll get better honey bee  

[Darkness Dragons Revenge]

I cant.
(not trying to brag, because i dont want to sound selfush, but i have to... just this once please!)
I AM AN AMAZING ARTIST!
I AM A GREAT SINGER!
I AM A GREAT WRITER!
I HAVE GREAT FASHON CHOICES BY HAVING STYLES NO ONE ELSE WOULD THINK OF WEARING!

... no one ever notices... im sick of it... i just want s hug... *begs a little while crying* please....  

[shiyome]

Awe! Im so sorry! *Hugs*