So, I guess I thought keeping a journal of this would help. And I also thought sharing it would help. Some of it might be poetry, but I decided it would be more appropriate in this section because it will be ongoing. If anyone thinks I should move it just let me know razz I'm probably just going to keep updating the original post. Comments are fine smile

I love to see you smile, and
I love the way your hair falls in your face (even if you don't).
I love the way you think, and
the way you romanticize.
I love when you tell me stories, or
when you make stories out of nothing.
I also love when you don't say anything at all, just
listening or watching, with the occasional gesture of approval.
And I love the way you smell-- so much,
the scent of your cologne lingering for a few seconds after you leave the room.

I love everything about you, Eric;
except that you don't love me.