I'm busy with my last year of college/study.

And the previous year didn't went so great. People talking behind my back, allot of pressure, etc.

There are a few people who've been ignoring me and talking behind my back. Who used to be my " classmates I could get along with". But since they started talking behind my back I'm done with them. And I didn't wanted to get with those people in one group. But with the people I actually do like.

And because our class is so big they had to split it in two groups. And ofcourse I get to be in the group with those bitches, and without any people I like. So I'm furious and stressed out. I know I shouldn't do that, and just go my own way and ignore them. But it doesn't give me a good feeling to be with them in one class, knowing they'll talk behind my back. Because I gained some weight. This hurts.

I asked my teacher (who is by the way not a very friendly man. I know they all say teachers aren't nice. But this guy is really not nice. He's rude, and mean, and he doesn't give a s**t about his students) if I could possibly swap places. But it couldn't, and ignored the fact that I was really pissed off with a "Whatever".

The female teacher wanted to have a talk with me tomorrow, with the other teacher as well. I know It won't end well, his behavior and attitude, he's mean and harsh. And he makes me really nervous.

If I have to spend my entire year in this class. I'm either going to stress out/have a mental break down, and fail this year. But I'm going to feel so miserable.