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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 2:18 am
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I've had depression all my life, as long as I can remember. I mean, who doesn't get depressed?
But lately it's been so much worse.. I can get over it; i know i'm strong enough. But the one thing that keeps pulling me back into depression is that I'm alone.
I haven't lived with my family in 3 years (I live with my boyfriend. He's in that picture below..) My family is pretty much... ******** up. To say the least. None of them care about me, and I've accepted that fact and moved on.
I haven't spoken to any of my "friends" in over a year. The only "friends" i have, only used to talk to me when they wanted something from me. Alcohol, cigarettes, or a ride somewhere.
But now, I stay locked up in my house day after day, for at least 7 months it's been.. And I don't talk to anyone. My boyfriend always works. He never wants to talk about stuff.. I try to open up to people, and everyone pushes me away... I just don't want to feel alone anymore. =/
Sorry, this was kind of a rant.. Haven't vented my thoughts to anyone in so long .__.
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 3:43 am
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 8:26 am
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 8:50 am
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I know the feeling. Day in, day out, pretty much never leaving this room. It's depressing having nothing to do, or no one to talk to. I've pretty much learned to get over it. Lol after 6yrs, you'd better.
You look capable of driving (unlike me emo ) so why don't you go find something to do? Even if it's just walking around the mall, getting out is good. Looking for a job would be goid too. Get you out and about, and you get paid for it biggrin and there's always part-time jobs if you don't want a full on job.
Hmm.....hobbies are good. Even at home. Gaming, puzzles, i took to playing chess with myself for a period, some kind of excercise. But there's tons to do outside to. Walking, hiking, swimming. Swimming is good biggrin guess biking XP a lot of communities have those runs normally their for a cause and you gotta pay, but they're fun.
Idk bout the talking part. I havn't had anyone to talk to since before there was anything to talk about. Kinda why i'm on gaia sweatdrop i talk to people on here. And then vent/rant in my journals. Lol my pages of journals XD
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Shirtless Conversationalist
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 8:51 am
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 11:47 am
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 12:00 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 7:25 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 7:27 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2012 7:43 pm
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For the picture, i believe your the Blue cute T Shirt guy. Well, i think i posted in your profile some time ago, i am always alone too. I just do stuffs i like to do, like going to the GYM, go outside and make excersices, swimming, hear music, go to the beach, all that alone. I dont think noone want to be with me, i have a cellphone wich is empty of messages all the time, i too share with you that when people want me, is for favors, like, a ride, or to borrow something from me. Wich that sucks, thats why i dont talk to them. Anyways, i am here, talk , xD, i seem like a serious guy...i am...but not at all ^^. My name is Christian.
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Shirtless Conversationalist
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Posted: Sun Mar 11, 2012 3:42 pm
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Posted: Sun Mar 11, 2012 5:25 pm
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Shaun Laurent For the picture, i believe your the Blue cute T Shirt guy. Well, i think i posted in your profile some time ago, i am always alone too. I just do stuffs i like to do, like going to the GYM, go outside and make excersices, swimming, hear music, go to the beach, all that alone. I dont think noone want to be with me, i have a cellphone wich is empty of messages all the time, i too share with you that when people want me, is for favors, like, a ride, or to borrow something from me. Wich that sucks, thats why i dont talk to them. Anyways, i am here, talk , xD, i seem like a serious guy...i am...but not at all ^^. My name is Christian.
Aw thank you 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Mar 11, 2012 5:32 pm
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