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Ok, in about Nov of 2011 I noticed my back often hurt. I thought it nothing. I told my mum when it was killing me in about january- I picked up my tenor and i couldnt stand up straight a lil while. My brother like friend Ben literally had to help me up.
The other day i went to the dr. He said that one hip was shorter than the other and that i'll have to do physical thearpy to find out why my back hurts.
Great. Only a couple people know because for once im insercure about something. This is the first time ive ever been insercure.
Now that the dr. said something about the way i walk, ive felt the difference in my hips so i've been trying to find a way to walk where i don't think its noticeable.(walking on my toes or heels on one foot)
Whenever i strech or bend over my back kills me. I was doing yoga because ive been told to "get in shape."(groan. Mums put me on a diet. yay nutrition.... NOT) I did the downward facing dog (the thing where you are like a seal but not quite...) I was paralised again. Mum wouldn't giv me my pain medication (aleve.) I laid on my bed, tearing up.
sometimes when i sleep in my bed, i constantly toss and turn, which twists my back, hurting it.
Mum constantly trys to straighten my back when im eating dinner- a choking hazard. She won't let me cross my legs at all. At school i hate myself for it cause the desks literally are just pieces and very uncomfortable. So much for comfort.
Please help, i don't know how much longer i can bear it...
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