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THE_FAIRY_EMPRESS Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 5:16 pm
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So I have had literally the worst year you can imagine, literally you, name it its happened to me this year. My "best friend" Stole all my money left me homeless and so ill i was on steroids for two months, i was sexually abused, half my family died, mostly from suicide or drink. I barely know any of my friends anymore. All these issues have been there for a while but tonight i went to a friends birthday and everyone i knew was both 10x more beautiful (i'm talking draw drooping beautiful) plus more educated and sophisticated. And not to sound up myself but i was always the pretty one, that was my "thing" but now i don't even have that. I left early cause i didn't know how to deal with watching everyone else who had moved on in their lives, knowing i was further behind then i ever was. I know this is a massive self indulgent rant but i literally have no idea where i am in life right now. This year everything i had in life has been taken away from me. My looks, my health, my social life, my family, my money, my independence, my education. I could Rant and cry about each of theese points for hours, but i know it won't change it. just seeing how well everyone else is made everything seem worse
appologies for the long post, but if this guilds not for ranting what is it for? heart
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 7:33 pm
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 8:09 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2012 12:11 pm
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THE_FAIRY_EMPRESS Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2012 12:54 pm
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