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Posted: Fri Oct 26, 2012 1:30 pm
believed in cooties. .
I've been with my boyfriend for. .around ten days. (Just hear me out, don't automatically judge just because it's a short time.)
I like him, I truly do. .It's just we come from two different sides of the social ladder. I'm that innocent nerd girl, who's only important when someone needs an easy A for a grade...When he's that popular trouble-maker that every girl and her sister have a crush on. .
Sure, this would make some people feel amazing, they scored the guy every girls wants, it's just that. . I'm not happy. (Keep listening.)
He's new to this school as of the beginning of the school year, so he doesn't really know anyone all too well yet, he doesn't know a lot about who goes where, and about their pasts.
Every person he wants to hang out with, I've had a shaking rough past with, and I'm still not able to forgive them for what they have done to me. (You can ask for more details if you'd wish) And I'd really just enough to punch them in the face then trying to be decent and civil with them. .He doesn't really know that, and it upsets me every-time I see him with certain people that I really truly can't stand. .It makes me want to just go "We're over, bye." but I really can't do that, because I like him, a lot.
I really don't know what to do with myself, I'm trying to deal with it but I'm just making myself an emotional almost sobbing mess because I really, really, can't deal with it. .It makes me wish I was different. .or that I still believe in cooties. .
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Posted: Sat Oct 27, 2012 9:29 pm
You must talk about it with... When people are not around, tell him.
Otherwise, how do you want him to know ? The solution is communication !
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