toddler help/ just help

[Stranger_Lady_Endare]

Ok so I'm going to start off i haven't been on gaia for a long time due to another gaian my sons father. I figure I should proli return to the support group i had way back when I was Haiwk. One I just need to vent and let this all out and than ask some advice. First of yes i keep him on my friends list that's cus if i see him online i wont be. This man almost took my sons life before he was born. I should have cut contact then nope "loved" him put my son in danger a second time. and this is where i need advice

1 Ive already reported it but seeing as my son is so young and nothing can be positively confirmed nothing can be done. saying that

I was smart enough that when i disappeared the first time to make sure he was never listed as the father and locked it tight so that he couldn't fight it in court.


my son was given to his father (who lived alone) for a short period of about a month. Durring that time i enrolled in school than ******** it off because of what my son started to do. my son was a good talker and very happy. since i got him back.

it has taken me 6 months to get him to talk
he has started to hump the dog the sippy the pillow everything (i read its normal but ... he never did it before he went there)
when he came home he freaked out when i tried to change him
and when he did start talking he tells me im a bad mommy and he hates me

my son has extreme corn and corn derivative allergies ive push back my schooling a messed up my student loans. he gets into food all the time that makes him sick screams at me and i am at my wits end


i dont know what else to do i dont have family i was raised in foster care so i dont know who to talk to or ask , I dont know where to start to help my son  

[lady ayami chan]

I replied here first