I broke up with my boyfriend....honestly though with LDR it doesn't feel like you have a boyfriend, well for me anyways.
A yahoo box just popped up and he asked what was it that we needed to talk about and I told him it was about us and that I wanted to break up with him. He asked why and I told him it was because he only texted me wanting sex and how we never can have a decent conversation and if we break up then he can be free and go have sex with someone in his state.
His reply to all that? He doesn't know anyone in his state emotion_facepalm
So i tell him to go to a bar or something and tell him that cybering is not for me and it's annoying.
His reply? Oh but I love you but everything has to end sometime right?
Ummmm.........what. the. ******** told him that if he loved me then he wouldn't be always texting me for sex and he gets mad or whatever and says that he won't text me anymore and that pissed me off. I replied back saying that he was not even listening to what I was saying that his reply just made no sense! So if he can't text me for sex then he won't text me at all? Wow yeah he must really love me alot! stare
He resorts back saying oh but I am getting dump how am I suppose to react?
Seriously? I'm TELLING you the reason why I want to break up and instead of trying to work on it and fix it you just wanna - I don't even.......just good lord!!!
He said he would stop with the sex thing if that would make me happy and I told him that is all I am trying to get through to him! Is it so wrong to want to have a normal decent conversation without it leading to sex? Can we just have a conversation one day with a hello, how ya doing, how was your day? I hope you feel better, sorry your day was rough, I did this that and the other. I got to go so I will text you later.
IS THAT SO WRONG!!!! DAMNIT!!!
To have a normal conversation!!!! Why is that so hard? See I would think since he is all about sex then breaking up wouldn't be a big deal he can go ******** whoever he wants if he puts fourth the effort to get out and meet someone, I mean it's like I am holding him back because this is a LDR and he acts like it is a need and not a want so I mean go out and just meet someone! Because you';re not getting it from me anymore. I have my own methods.
So anyways I bring up him asking for holiday sex yesterday and he says it was just a joke, but I know better because had I replied back and said no he would text back over and over saying are you sure, you know you want it blah blah. Joke nothing!!!
He said it was meant to make me laugh and had he not always bring up sex every time we talked, it would be funny but no, now and days when he text me something like that I just.....
Like that. that bottom picture is my reaction after reading any sexual text from him. And I'm just like go away somewhere!!!
So I admit to him that I feel like I am holding him back and he says that I'm not, but come on now isn't actual sex better than typing out each action? It's pretty damn annoying and time consuming.
He says that he can't find anyone and that he is lame so I suggest for him to ask his roommates but shock! they are all gay and have no females friends and the ones they are know are lesbian. Even though when I said for him to ask his roommates he first thought I meant for him to have sex with them and got mad saying he was not gay. Okay sooooooooooo why don't you have any straight friends? Or whatever. I highly doubt all of your gay friends have no or don't know any straight females unless you're in a certain distract of town.
No offense to anyone if I just offended someone.
But anyways it concluded that we are friends and he is okay with that.
He has to go to the doctor and wanted me to text him before his phone died..... confused
But if your phone is dying what does it matter if I text you or not? But I send him a text and he doesn't reply so I guess I don't have the power to recharge his phone via text. Now that that is establish maybe he will charge it when he gets back or something.
