It seems big to me but at the same time it seems so little and had I not done what I did last Saturday I actually would not be this stress. So now I need help to figure out what I am going to do.
Kay so last Saturday I decided to not go to work and play hooky. Now my parents don't know that I do this from time to time because when I do call in sick I just stay out of the house and browse stores until my shift is suppose to be over. Well last week I called the minute my shift started and my manager just kept saying "but you're calling at nine though." So I hung up on her and feeling like I could not back track from what I did, I decided it would be best to quit my job because there is no point in staying at some place I don't like and call in sick just to skip.
So I had intended to go to work on Sunday and tell them I quit but got scared out of it because I realized since the new years holiday was coming up, the manager that I wanted to talk to was probably on vacation but I am still not even sure.
Well for a while now I have been trying to find a card that was mailed to me from my college. It's just a card for your FASA, something new they are doing where we have to chose how we want our left over FASA money sent to us. I got the card in November I think but at the time I was stressed about telling my mom something so when I got the card it was a last thought.
I cannot find that damn thing though and feel like I might have thrown it away by accident.
I can order a new one but the fee is twenty bucks and right now I am down to five bucks and hell I barely have enough gas in my car right now.
So I feel really stressed out right now. I feel like I don't want to beg for my job back if they have decided to fire me at this point. I don't know what step to now take with the job because I do need it but I don't think I am going to get another chance after what I did last week.
I did start filling out applications but lets face it, January is when seasonal workers are even let go. So I guess I do need to talk to my job but since I waited so long I don't know what to say, who to talk to when I go there. I know I am going to be confronted if I chose to go in work on Saturday and I might be fired on the spot.
I just need help with how to go about this. I mean all these problems could be avoided if I just sucked it up and went to work last week but I didn't and now I am stressed because of a mere twenty bucks and my phone bill for next month........and gas and food. So I need help with what to do. Do I go up there tomorrow? What do I say? Do I bring up last week? Do I beg for my job back if I did lose it? I just don't know.
