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Posted: Tue Apr 23, 2013 7:38 am
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Hello, RPC. One of the second families I will never forget. I'll never forget the two years I've spent here in your midst. And this place. I wouldn't have it any other way. For me, there is no better place to RP.
However, due to some unforeseen... circumstances... I fear I lack the will to face you. I feel I am no longer welcome. I feel... My heart is broken. I feel I can no longer keep up in this charade of smiles.
Have I been disgraced in your eyes? Am I no longer worthy? Or was I never worthy to begin with?
While I seek to return, while my heart is shaking but willing to go on, my stomach churns as I open this tab that contains you in all your glory, all your people. .. Or is it the alcohol, actually?
Sometimes, I feel ashamed to show my face because honestly, I feel paranoid that the whole world is turning against me. And I have little choice but to act violently... Defensively... Selfishly... Against this (Hell, please be true) imaginary threat. And this is not the kind of face I want to show you.
And sometimes, I fear that in this state, I may say something wrong, break your heart, sever ties -- without my sane and sober mind intending to.
That said, I shall collect myself and sort out my life before even attempting to face you again without hindrance. That may be in a few weeks, in a few months, maybe never. I can tell you though, that if I can manage to come back, it might be in July as I may be well-adjusted to academic life again by that time.
I will risk displeasing all of you now with this announced absence rather than displeasing each of you separately through tactless words and not posting in role plays, thus slowing everybody down.
So... I regret to inform that I am formally withdrawing my presence from this subforum for an indefinite amount of time. Please take down my profiles. You are welcome to remake any and all of my current and past roleplays present in this subforum.
Thank you for your patience.
And yes, I'm kinda drunk. Sorry for any grammatical errors that may be present throughout this post. Again, I'm sorry.
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Posted: Tue Apr 23, 2013 10:38 am
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Posted: Tue Apr 23, 2013 10:54 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 23, 2013 11:13 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 23, 2013 11:29 pm
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Posted: Wed Apr 24, 2013 12:02 am
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