A past Cast-mate killed herself on Friday.

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Gunshot.
Apparently, she'd been really depressed that past couple of months.
I'd only seen her a few times in the past year, but we spent a lot of time together during the show.
She lost her home in July, moved into a women's home, her boyfriend dumped her on Wednesday, and on Thursday she posted that she hadn't been "this down in a her life".
And then on Friday, this happened.

I can't really wrap my little head around this.
This is my first suicide-related loss.
We weren't close, but I still feel so horrible.

There isn't going to be a memorial or funeral because she had no family and doesn't have the funds to support it. So there's no goodbye.
How the hell do you deal with this?
Help me guys. ):  

[Neuneu]

I didn't handle my friends suicide well. I screamed when I found out. Time was the only thing that helped, as well as support from friends and family when I needed to explode/cry on.  

[Deaux]

I don't know how to deal with this.
Cry maybe?
It is always a great sadness.
Life will have happiness again in the future.  

[Sir William the Strange]

Time. Time and understanding. Though we all wish she didn't do that, we have to accept it.

Just keep breathing.  

[Felin Greenleaf]

Get everyone together for a viking funeral.
Not even joking.
Find a place where you guys can bonfire, booze, and be sad together.