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I need help about this guy... augh he's really nice, and I'm not sure if he just felt sorry for me back then. For now, let's call the guy Voldemort, because that's his code name between me and a friend, and so far, this friend isn't really helping me figure him out. I'll tell the story, it might be long for some, but please tell me what you think!? I don't want to think he likes me when he doesn't.
Story:
We were never really close before we had an excursion to a university that's all about art/design.
The day before the excursion:
We had a career expo and we had to walk around the place, getting brochures for uni, I was standing somewhere randomly and I was changing the song on my phone and then Voldemort came and stood beside me and messed my phone by touching the screen randomly, and then he put his arm around me and messed up my screen even more, he's really tall, like.. 170cm+ and I'm 153cm, so it was easy for him to mess things up. We haven't really talked before the career expo, maybe like, once or twice in one year.
The day of the excursion:
We took a train to the city, and I only had 1 friend with me, and her bf was with her. So there was a seat left infront of me, Voldemort came and sat infront of me, and my friend was like "Oh! there, you have a friend now." to her boyfriend. So.. I guess we became like a group in the excursion. I got bored and I found a pen in my bag, I wanted to draw, so I started drawing on a receipt that I found and he laughed at me jokingly for drawing on a receipt and this is how our conversation went:
Voldemort: Are you drawing on a receipt?
Me: Yeah..
Voldemort: I'm gonna find paper we can draw on. *Runs around the train to find paper and he came back with none*
Me: Aw.. maybe we can find some at the city.
Voldemort: Yeah, let's find paper together. (lol)
So we walked around the city together finding paper and we found none, and then we got to the university without having any paper with us.
*At the university*
We sat next to each other and drew together, after that we had lunch and god dammit, the cafeteria only accepted cash, and I had a FREAKIN CARD. I got hungry and he offered me money and I said no and he shoved the money in my hand and we fought for a while and in the end, I starved to death ;;
We went to a new room and we sat next to each other, instead of waiting for me, he went up the elevators with this girl, and we'll call her witch. So the witch and him walked together until we got to the top and he came back to me and we drew together again. The witch had a friend and they always touch him as if their in a relationship when they're not. I'm not sure if Voldemort likes the witch or the witch's friend, because he seems to like being touched by them, and he hugged one of them.
We caught the train back home again and he sat infront of me again, and he wanted to play glow hockey on my phone, so we played glow hockey, and he rested his hand on the edge of my lap near the knee so we can play properly together.
*Next day at the city
My hair was down and it was flying everywhere and I was putting it on and he said "Oh.. are you putting it up?" he looked at me for a while, I wasn't sure if he was looking at the buildings on my right, or at me, I didn't know so I turned my head full on right, and I got ditched by him the rest of the way.
*Break time
I was walking with him towards this room where all the students were gathered and the witch came and hugged him and danced around with him and touched him, and then her friend joined in and flirted with Voldemort and I felt awkward so I went away while he wasn't looking and sat down with my friend. He seems to like both of them, but afterwards, he came to look for me and he kneeled infront of me and we sat together for a few mins.
*After break time
He asked me to draw him, and so I did and we had a small conversation.
Voldemort: Don't I look beautiful? Tell me, aren't I beautiful?
Me: Um yeah, sure
Voldemort: I look so beautiful, don't you agree?
Afterwards he lost my drawing at seven-eleven and he said sorry for the rest of the day. And then he wanted a cone from McDonalds, and we nearly got left by the school because it took him too long.
After the excursion:
It was like we never met each other, we only talk like, twice every week and, I see him looking at me sometimes but besides that, no communication at all. He still talks to the witch and her friend but not me, do you think he just felt sorry for me, or maybe using me to make the witch jealous? He has a better relationship with the witch than me, so it's really confusing. what do you think?
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