not sure if I'm being paranoid but...

[emiri-chou]

okay I think I'm being stupid here (I'm kinda sick right now and more than a little nuts) but I was talking to my boyfriend on facebook like you do but he said he was bored and then told me he was going on skype to talk to "Molly"
now I know he has female friends but this "Molly" is new to me (then again, I only know of one of his chick friends) and he's mentioned her a few times recently
being the paranoid person I am, I panicked and decided to investigate, found her on facebook and a billion different things went through my head
stupid petty things like "aww she's prettier than me" "she's kind of like me" "she's way more confident than me"
Now I do have a nasty habit of thinking negatively about myself (you may or may not have seen my embarrassing breakdowns dotted around the forums, I just feel better when I vent :S) and getting jealous of everyone else on the fricking planet so I don't know if this is normal for me
But I really don't know if this is just me being worried as usual or if it's a real thing worth my worry
help?  

[emiri-chou]

Yokies

Thanks, I think it's just me being paranoid but I'm asking him right now to be absolutely certain  

[emiri-chou]

Yokies

So do I, he's not answering me though but I think that may be because he's either out with his mum, playing CoD (as boys so often do) or he's lost his phone again XD  

[emiri-chou]

Yokies

possibly, and last night facebook said he was seeing my ridiculous fever-fuelled messages but not responding to them, so I guess he's busy  

[emiri-chou]

Yokies

well I just finished speaking to him
apparently I'm a needy attention seeker and I should stop constantly messaging people to try and get their attention and he and my best friend have been discussing that at school while I was off sick
gee, I think I just died a little inside  

[Kitalpha Hart]

If your "best friend" calls you a 'needy attention seeker' then they're not much of a friend now, are they?  

[emiri-chou]

Kitalpha Hart

If your "best friend" calls you a 'needy attention seeker' then they're not much of a friend now, are they?

apparently, I'm gonna talk to him about that, I think It's a shared opinion by many people so I'm not all that surprised if I'm honest.
and I'm thinking this guy has kind of dropped me as a close friend and I've been kind of "locked out of the loop" for some time now
stuff like me asking where he was the other day and his response being "oh I was at the cinema with callum ben and harry" (Ben and Harry being the other people I consider my closest friends) and I kinda stopped being invited to these kinds of things  

[Kitalpha Hart]

emiri-chou

Kitalpha Hart

If your "best friend" calls you a 'needy attention seeker' then they're not much of a friend now, are they?

apparently, I'm gonna talk to him about that, I think It's a shared opinion by many people so I'm not all that surprised if I'm honest.
and I'm thinking this guy has kind of dropped me as a close friend and I've been kind of "locked out of the loop" for some time now
stuff like me asking where he was the other day and his response being "oh I was at the cinema with callum ben and harry" (Ben and Harry being the other people I consider my closest friends) and I kinda stopped being invited to these kinds of things

the girl who used to be my best friend made up stuff about me to the point where I stopped telling her about what was going on in my life (she got mad if it wasn't her yapping, anyway), so she made up stuff
Sadly it got to the point where no one believed her, or liked her. The few she considered friend senior year barely tolerated her. One got mad to the point of sitting with me. I told her that she could sit with us anytime, though she never did. She just needed a day off from the yapping
/sigh
I can't believe that she used to be my BFF  

[emiri-chou]

Kitalpha Hart

emiri-chou

Kitalpha Hart

If your "best friend" calls you a 'needy attention seeker' then they're not much of a friend now, are they?

apparently, I'm gonna talk to him about that, I think It's a shared opinion by many people so I'm not all that surprised if I'm honest.
and I'm thinking this guy has kind of dropped me as a close friend and I've been kind of "locked out of the loop" for some time now
stuff like me asking where he was the other day and his response being "oh I was at the cinema with callum ben and harry" (Ben and Harry being the other people I consider my closest friends) and I kinda stopped being invited to these kinds of things

the girl who used to be my best friend made up stuff about me to the point where I stopped telling her about what was going on in my life (she got mad if it wasn't her yapping, anyway), so she made up stuff
Sadly it got to the point where no one believed her, or liked her. The few she considered friend senior year barely tolerated her. One got mad to the point of sitting with me. I told her that she could sit with us anytime, though she never did. She just needed a day off from the yapping
/sigh
I can't believe that she used to be my BFF

it's crap when that kind of stuff happens, though this is the first time I've noticed it happening to me
I don't feel like trusting people anymore XD
and the more I think about it, the more I think it's my fault for being "different"  

[Kitalpha Hart]

emiri-chou

Kitalpha Hart

emiri-chou

Kitalpha Hart

If your "best friend" calls you a 'needy attention seeker' then they're not much of a friend now, are they?

apparently, I'm gonna talk to him about that, I think It's a shared opinion by many people so I'm not all that surprised if I'm honest.
and I'm thinking this guy has kind of dropped me as a close friend and I've been kind of "locked out of the loop" for some time now
stuff like me asking where he was the other day and his response being "oh I was at the cinema with callum ben and harry" (Ben and Harry being the other people I consider my closest friends) and I kinda stopped being invited to these kinds of things

the girl who used to be my best friend made up stuff about me to the point where I stopped telling her about what was going on in my life (she got mad if it wasn't her yapping, anyway), so she made up stuff
Sadly it got to the point where no one believed her, or liked her. The few she considered friend senior year barely tolerated her. One got mad to the point of sitting with me. I told her that she could sit with us anytime, though she never did. She just needed a day off from the yapping
/sigh
I can't believe that she used to be my BFF

it's crap when that kind of stuff happens, though this is the first time I've noticed it happening to me
I don't feel like trusting people anymore XD
and the more I think about it, the more I think it's my fault for being "different"

their loss on an awesome person, the