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I'm the only one I know who likes Christmas as much as I do, especially irl. For me, Christmas starts on December 2nd (I allow my sister her birthday on the 1st). But this year I held off all the Christmas music and specials and everything because it seemed like I was just kinda bumming everyone out which I really don't get because Christmastime is literally the closest I ever get to being happy.

So today I'm getting it all out. I'm listening to the music, watching shows (I saw Frosty the Snowman and the Charlie Brown Christmas special for the first time ever last night) (oh and the Hey Arnold special, which I was not emotionally prepared for no matter how many times I've seen it) (and watching Love Actually tonight), wrapping presents

AND I SMELL LIKE FKN VANILLA BEAN NOEL FROM BATH AND BODY WORKS scream

CHRISTMASTIME IS HERE AND I ******** LOVE IT scream scream scream

It's the one where you learn that Mr Hyunh has a daughter that he had to give to American troops in Vietnam to make sure she would survive the war, and then he could never find her again which is why he had no family. And Arnold jumps through all kinds of hoops to try and find her in time for Christmas but can't, and Helga does some behind-the-scenes finagling to do it for him, so Christmas morning everyone is exchanging presents and Mr Hyunh's daughter shows up at the door and the music and ughhhhh

sobs violently