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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:21 pm
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Lan had failed to pass her noble test. Failed. It was the worst thing that was utterly huliating and frankly she didn’t think she was a failure. She thought she was good at what she did. Why then had she failed> Why had she come so close only to have come so short? Lan’s self loathing had returned in spades and she was not exactly up to trying again. She was better off trying her skill at other things. Maybe she could just kive the life of a minor wife to some actual noble who had probably done a lot better than her and wouldn’t mind a failure of a wife who’s only claim to her station had come from blood.
Glum and depressed she had gone home to mope in her house, not wishing to see anyone, talk to anyone, deal with anyone. How could she after all? She was a failure. A pathetic noble who had no right to call herself such. And what was the worst part about all this was the fact that she knew she was being hard on herself but really it was all she could do. Her will was broken and her pride shattered.
She was noble in name only. She was not fit to act, fit to lead. Haunting memoires of the past surfaced, Ghostly faces of those who had served under her asking just why she had sent them to their deaths, asking why she had been so foolish, incompetent. She cried inside over those memories, wishing she could have turned back time to stop herself. To just redo that horrific event that took so much from her.
Granted she had grown stronger in time, she had not and had never felt as happy as she had back then. Sure, new friends, independence, but worlds away from her dreams, from what had been the life she’d known and had ever expected. Her own thoughts a mess she sought solice in an old journal, in memories and notes she’d left behind to contemplate later.
Looking back there was one thing she had done once upon a time to feel she was worthy of her rank, or her title. To start at the bottom and work her ways back up. It was a chance, but, it was something. It was a start. Mengyao, Lifen, Invictus- She might have failed to be noble, but if anything, she could try again. To regain it later.
Noon- out on the field, Lan stood, ready with her bow taking aim at the target. A noble had to be everything? Then she would master the ranks. Each and every one before she’s take back her title of nobility.
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iStoleYurVamps
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 4 (1-6)
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:23 pm
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:28 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:30 pm
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:32 pm
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 4 (1-6)
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:34 pm
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:35 pm
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 6 (1-6)
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:44 pm
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Total: 5 (1-6)
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:46 pm
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Total: 4 (1-6)
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:47 pm
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Total: 5 (1-10)
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:48 pm
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 10-sided dice:
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Total: 7 (1-10)
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:49 pm
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:51 pm
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iStoleYurVamps rolled 1 6-sided dice:
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2014 9:52 pm
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