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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2019 11:58 pm
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❛There he laid looking at me in a way no one had ever looked at me. My hands were shaking as I explained my knotted past. I will not always be easy to hold onto, for my heart is scattered with thorns. Some nights I will be quiet and he won't know how to pull me out of my weeded mind. Some nights I will forget what he sees in me and lose my balance. Some nights I will trip over my own feet and apologize for the mess I made. On those nights the one thing that will drag me out of my own labyrinth is that look. No one has ever looked at me quite like that.❜ ▇ ▇▇ ▇▇▇ ▇▇▇▇ ▇▇▇▇▇ ▇▇▇▇▇▇ ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇
I'm feeling embarrassed. || I'm speaking to Mark. || I'm wearing something casual || I have $200 on me and $800 stashed in the bank. || I have feelings for no one.
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Clutching the side of his head in pain, Hope held a hand up front at the concerned exclamation, motioning that he had been okay, despite the quick reddening of his cheekbone, knowing it'd eventually leave a small discoloration of bruising upon his rosy cheeks. ”I--I'm okay-“ baby blues glistened with unshed tears of the pain, hanging upon the edges of his waterlines like small droplets of morning dew. The hard impact of a solid, metal 'clank' had inevitably gave away his inhuman identity, but even Hope himself never entirely knew just what he was. A meta-human? An android? A cyborg? He was neither, leaving him in a grey area of nothingness. He had been a dead soul, stripped from his prior body, and exchanged into a new, identical looking body of another individual. He was nothing, being the odd one out from the category of species. He was neither human, nor a robot, yet his mind allowed him the capacity to analyse so much more than an average human could. What is he?
What is he?
Blinking away the tears, his reddened lips from the nervous chewing had eventually curved upwards into a small, delicate smile. Half embarrassed over his own mistake, the other shy, and bashful, yet appreciative of the nee compliment he had been told. Had it been the truth? Was it truly so? To him, his eyes were the shade of clear ocean water, of a clear day sky, or the soft pastel colour. It was simply.. average. Unnoticeable. Soon enough, a quiet snicker escaped the confinements of his lips, eventually turning into him experiencing small fits of uncontrollable chuckles at the sound of his apology, with tears hanging off the edges of his lashes.
”N-No, it's not your fault—“ lifting his head, slender fingers gentle rubbed against his reddened cheekbone, with half furrowed eyebrows, and an upward curve of the lips that contradicted his painful expression. The victory had been made clear, given his points of only 'zero', and the hoop he had dented from the uncontrollable force he threw it in. He’d lower his gaze to the ground, growing flustered of the rare compliments he received, be it from friends, or strangers, but despite the numbing pain, Hope was.. happy. ”Thank you..” he paused, scratching his index finger against his cheek, ”Y-You’re a very nice person.” his voice was genuine, speaking only of words of truth.
”You don't mind me.. joining you?” he voiced his concern, baby blues widening almost in wonder. ”You- I don't mind playing anything, really—“
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Posted: Tue Mar 19, 2019 4:57 am
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Posted: Mon Mar 25, 2019 9:03 pm
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Posted: Wed May 22, 2019 9:55 pm
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Posted: Thu May 23, 2019 3:11 am
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'Even snow has its layers.' -Old Halteese saying
Alison Arondight
A woman walked up to the game that Mark was playing and watched him for a few moments. She stood just far enough back that it didn't seem weird, but her presence could be felt by the young man. She watched how he handled the gun controller. Where he aimed the cursor before firing. She stepped slightly to the side so she was now in Mark's periphery, watching him as he completed the first stage of the game. She was wearing a torn pink shirt with black strikes and abstract lines on the front, denim jeans that matched the style of the shirt. As the second stage started up, she put coins into the machine and picked up the player 2 controller.
She started off pretty bad. It was apparent she didn't have much experience with arcade games. Before the end of the first act of the second chapter she had to insert more coins in order to continue playing. Mainly, her issue was that she ignored consistent points like body shots and went for the more high-risk-high-reward shots, like the head or small weak points that dealt bonus damage.
If Mark had ever looked over to her their eyes would have met, as she kept looking over at him as she played. But she said nothing.
By the end of the second chapter, she was still peddling behind him in scores. However, her score was starting to increase faster. Her shots were lining up easier. 'Ya know, you're pretty bad at this game,' She said finally, a smile formed from her soft lips. 'I mean, really bad. Like, probably better than other amateurs and all, but you're definitely lacking.' She kept glancing at Mark as she said this, still smiling. Though from her profile it looked more like a smirk. 'I could show you how to up your game if you want?'
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Posted: Sat May 25, 2019 12:27 am
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Posted: Sun May 26, 2019 1:27 am
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'Even snow has its layers.' -Old Halteese saying
Alison Arondight
On Mark's answer the woman's smile curled in an almost mischievous way, as if she already knew what his response would be. In one swift movement she was next to him. And suddenly their bodies were so close without actually touching, their shoulders less than an inch from one another. She removed her left hand from her gun controller and placed it at the bottom of Mark's gun. She lightly pinched the bottom of the barrel with her index and thumb. She was leaning more to the left to look down Mark's sight. Inhaling from the nose, Mark would be able to smell the lavender wafting from her hair.
'See, the problem is that you keep going for the easy shots,' She said to him softly, as if she didn't want anyone else to hear what she was saying. 'Which, like, is okay and whatever. But it's boring, and you won't really improve. You gotta go for the harder shots, cuz they'll give you more points.'
When the next target appeared she pushed his barrel ever so slightly upwards. The shot went wide. 'Tch,' the woman expressed disappointment from the result. 'Don't fight me on the controller. Just--' Whether or not he was actually resisting her moving his barrel seemed irrelevant to her. And she was, at least, still smiling.
She kept trying to line up his shots while also attempting to do the same with her own gun, they only barely made it through the next chapter. 'See? If you keep practicing like that you'll get leagues better, trust me.'
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Posted: Sun May 26, 2019 1:39 pm
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Posted: Mon May 27, 2019 2:24 am
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'Even snow has its layers.' -Old Halteese saying
Alison Arondight
Noticing the color-change in Mark's face, the girl's smile grew and she giggled deviously. 'What's the matter? Never been this close to a girl before?' Her meadow-green eyes flitted up and down, scanning his posture, his body language, facial expression. 'Oh my god, you really ARE shaking! Ahahaha!' The girl's giggle burst into a devilish laughter as she continued to lambaste the poor man. 'It's like you're scared of me or something! Afraid I'll eat you like one of these zombies, right!? Hehehe! Man, I always thought loners were actually GOOD at arcade games! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!'
She stopped after a few more seconds of laughter and took a full stride back into her starting position. Looking back at the screen, a small shade of red powdered her grinning cheeks and she brushed her golden hair backwards. 'You know, if something-- or... you know, someONE is bothering you so much, you should say something.' Her voice had gone from patronizing to sincere. She took a deep breath and said nothing for a while after, letting the game play out without so much as a peep. Instead, however, if at any time Mark went for body or easy shots, the girl would take a step towards him. She was only four steps away. Which meant in four steps, she would be right where she was when she had been, helping and taunting him. But for every head/difficult shot he attempted, she would move a step back to her starting position.
By the end of the final chapter, the girl looked satisfied and she placed the gun controller back in its holster. 'I had fun, but I'm sure I'd totes beat you if I had started from chapter 1.'
Mark's 'victory' would be however many steps away she still was from him. At four steps meant he had mostly gone for head-shots, hitting them was not important. The amount of steps away in accordance to Mark's willingness to risk the higher-scoring shots was important because... the girl seemed to measure the amount of personal space she was willing to give him on this factor. She playfully leaned forward as she spoke again, but took a measured step back to ensure her body was still the same distance away as her foot was previously. 'So, any other game a LONER like you is good at that I can totally whip you at? Oh! What about this one?' She motioned to one of the dancing arcade games. 'I bet you play this one too, riiiight??'
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Posted: Tue May 28, 2019 4:23 pm
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Posted: Wed May 29, 2019 12:45 am
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'Even snow has its layers.' -Old Halteese saying
Alison Arondight
'Hey, wait!' the girl called out as Mark ran towards the back of the Mushroom Kingdom, no doubt there was only one place he could be going.
As per the usual, Alison had scared off yet another person. She sighed in exasperation and gave a halfhearted chase. She knew where he was going so there was no reason to exhaust herself in pursuit. She deliberately took three minutes making it to the entrance of the men's room. This was to give the young man time to recoup. She opened the door without a second thought and entered. It was empty, save for a single stall that was closed. Soft whimpers could be heard coming from it. She bit down the immediate urge to... 'comment'... on the sound, but instead forced a monotone 'Hey,' to announce her presence in the bathroom. Keeping an eye on the stall door in case he tried to make a brake for it, she took up the stall to his left, closer to the restroom door, closed herself in, and sat down. After another 60 seconds, she let out a deep sigh.
'I'm sorry,' Alison managed. 'For being a d-bag. I was just trying to be friendly, I guess I got too into it and... well, I guess I said some things I probably shouldn't have. It's kinda a problem I've had since middle school.' She gave a small chuckle. 'Ya know, my friends used to tell me I'd be cuter if I'd just learn when to shut the hell up. I used to think they were just being d-bags, too.'
A pause.
'Look, I'm not here to hurt you, or eat you, or steal your soul. I'm not trying to get you to commit suicide, and I wasn't... trying... to make you hate yourself, or whatever.' She paused again. No response.
'And-- and anyway, you shouldn't let a d-bag like me run your sorry a** all the way to the restroom JUST because I was mean! Like, if you did that every time you met someone who's mean, you'd, like, spend your whole life in here!' Her voice had gotten a little impassioned. 'Like, who am I, right? It's not like I know you or anything, right? What's it matter what I say or think?' She waited for a response, but still nothing.
After another long pause, she got up and unlocked her stall, and walked out of it. 'You know...' She started again. 'It's totes okay to be weak and unsure and stuff. It just means you have plenty of room to grow.' She looked back, in the back of her head she was hoping that maybe she made him feel even a little better.
But she doubted it.
'Anyway, I work at the Smoothie Palace, sooo... if you wanna avoid running into me again, you'd probably wanna steer clear of there.' She walked out of the restroom, lingering outside for five minutes with the vain thought that maybe she could salvage the damage. But even then, would it be worth it? This was her, Alison Arondight, at her most charming. Stirring the emotional pot just came naturally to her.
If Mark hadn't emerged by then, the girl would accept that this was a lost cause and depart.
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2019 5:08 am
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Mark HyunWith: A girl l Activity: Running away l Status: Healthy l Relationship Status: SingleMark sat in the stall as sobs continued to wrack his body as he used his sleeves to wipe away the flow of tears. He couldn't even begin to describe how ******** pitiful he felt at the moment, one girl just said some mean words to him and he's bawling like a child. But Mark also knew that he couldn't help how he felt, it was just who he was, Mark Hyun was a soft crybaby. He'd blink a little bit at the buzzing of his phone and pulled it out to see a text from Damen. He stared at the message for a long moment as his finger typed out a couple letters before hitting backspace and shoving his phone back into his pocket. He couldn't trouble his only friend with something as petty as this, especially when he was working! Instead Mark would deal with this alone as he was used to doing. Mark let out a few more sobs before he froze when he heard the girls voice once again. This was the men's room! Was she so determined to mock him!? When she took the stall next to him Mark hugged himself as if it would put some kind of barrier between her words and his laughably delicate heart. However the apology did catch Mark off guard as he wiped more tears from his eyes, listening to her speak. The young man would listen when she explained that she was just trying to be friendly and Mark couldn't help but shake his head silently at the thought of it. Teasing him for his embarrassment and then proceeding to mock and laugh at him for his shaking hands. That was being friendly?! But Mark did have to admit that she seemed to be at least a bit sincere as she spoke if the tone she spoke in said anything. He'd remain silent the whole while as she then spoke about her friends and he couldn't help but silently agree with them a bit. But he also could admit he liked this person speaking a lot more, she seemed like a human being than one of those bullies who went out of their way to torment the aforementioned loner.
Of course as she continued on Mark's grip on himself and his jacket tightened considerably. Oh she had no idea, he had already hated himself long before their meeting so she wasn't at fault there at least. He would however blink a bit, taken aback by how passionate she became as she spoke as her words rung through his head. If only it were so easy to not care. He'd tried it once and all it ended up being was him going through a phase of denial which admittingly hurt more. But still he couldn't deny that she spoke the whole truth. He really shouldn't let things like this get to him but it was hard when all he really wanted in life was to be liked by others. And when those 'others' turned around and bullied him for their own amusement it only served to make him sensitive to other people's thoughts and comments about him. HEr final words in passing shook him to his core...he...had room to grow? Could Mark really truly become a better and more confident person like...like her?Finally Mark looked up as he heard her leave the men's room and he sat there for a minute or so just tossing everything she said around in his head. Could he possibly..?
About five and a half minutes went by of Mark just sitting there throwing the idea of becoming a better person while also hating himself for not being able to do something like that. In his mind it seemed like an impossible achievement for the mousey young man but maybe....maybe he could use some of what Damen helped him with and Mark threw open the bathroom door and rushed out of the men's room, just catching the girl as she walked through the door "W..wait!" he cried out running up to her outside the building. Mark's eyes were still red and puffy with tear streaks still on his face as he suddenly lost all drive when confronted with her. Mark's gaze would drift down to the floor as he had lost what he had originally wanted to say "......I..." for once he wished that he could just say what he wanted without overthinking everything. To not worry about anything. Fear once again reared it's ugly head as for once instead of running Mark would begin to get teary again as he forced himself to look up and meet her gaze "I..I...d..don't want to...to avoid you!" he finally got out. He was taking a gamble, he'd given so many other bullies a second chance only to get burned and hurt by them but apparently Mark was a glutton for punishment "I..I'm M..Mark! I'll....comeseeyousometime!" once he finally forced everything out Mark did what he did best and turned tail and ran down the sidewalk back to his home. He'd eventually go to the Smoothie Palace, once he managed to work up the courage again. Even if it was just another pointless burn waiting to happen. As he got farther and farther away Mark's inner self was crying why he went and made a fool of himself like that and began to beat himself up once more. He needed to lay down in bed. (Exit)
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Posted: Tue Jun 04, 2019 6:25 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 14, 2019 4:11 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 14, 2019 4:57 pm
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0..3 C..Odename S..Tryker
╰☆╮The sounds of plastic guns being fired, old arcade style music and all around laughter drifted to Stryker's ears as she opened the door to the only arcade she had ever seen, or at least remembered seeing. A smile split her lips as she entered in and was almost giddy, her ears perked straight up as she looked around with excitement. What an amazing place! Where should she start. Catching her eye on a shooting game, she zeroed in on it and approached quickly. She chalked up the drive to play this game to her less than happy past. As she approached, she almost bumped into a pink haired girl who looked about as excited as she was to be there, but she seemed to think better of the game and moved away from it. Frowning gently, Stryker continued her approach, wondering why that girl had decided against the game. Looking over her shoulder, she saw that she had found a basketball toss game, seeming just as happy to be doing that. Shrugging, she picked up the gun and put her coin in. Holding the gun up like an expert, she readied for the game to start. A zombie shooter or something, she didn't pay that much attention, but with each shot and kill, the shadow fox in her thrummed with joy. It was designed to kill, and it's not like it knew the difference. When the game finished, or really, she lost all her lives, she put the gun up and noticed that the game could be a two player. She wondered if it was cooperative, or competing, either way, she wanted to find a partner to play against. Shifting her eyes around the room, she looked for the girl with pink hair. She wanted to play with her because she seemed as excited as her to be there. Finding her browsing the games after her basketball game had finished, Stryker approached her and tapped her shoulder, trying to flatten her ears back and speak showing the least amount of teeth to avoid any rapid negative reactions. "Excuse me, but would you like to play a shooter game with me? I think it'd be more fun with someone else." She gave the other woman a closed lip smile and a slight tilt of her head. She hopped this wasn't totally weird.╰☆╮
[☂: Mood][ Intrigued ] [☀: Location][ Mushroom Kingdom ][☁: I'm With][ Herself ][☄: Thoughts][ ... ][O.O.C.][ ]
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