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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2014 7:08 am
Hiiii.
I've been doing better recently. I finally gave in and spoke to a doctor about my compulsive habits and I've been on Prozac since the beginning of August. It's also helped tremendously with my severe depression. I've lost almost 15 pounds and I feel better than I have in a long time. I wake up in a good mood now, go for long walks in the mornings and I feel like I have more control around food.
Unfortunately, I gained back every single pound I lost a few years ago, which dragged my self esteem through the mud, but I am doing better now. I am not drinking nearly as much as I used to (In fact I got a hangover from two beers the other night)
Anyway, I wanted to apologize for being so unpleasant for so many years. Having a terrible temper, flying off the handle over dumb s**t, posting super self abusive posts, etc. I don't know how you all put up with me, but thank you.
Hope you're all doing well.
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2014 9:29 am
You never seemed negative in the slightest, Xippy. Perhaps it's because I never got on your bad side?
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2014 4:33 pm
I'd have to agree. You're one of the few I'd still give my phone number to, as well.
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2014 4:38 pm
HI XIP
Even though I have you on facebook, it's so much more special when you come here emotion_kirakira
Anyway I'm glad that things are working out!
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Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2014 10:22 pm
XIPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! *PTERODACTYL SCREECH* HAY GURL!!! omg I missed you so much! I'm so glad to hear you're doing well! *HUUUUUGS* Also, I made a thread to show you something eons ago, namely my (at the time) latest avatar since I knew you'd appreciate it, buuuuuuut I'm way too lazy to find it so here: Innit cute~? :3
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Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2014 8:30 am
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You guys are awesome. Maybe my own negativity just sticks out to me more than everyone else.
And that is a very cute avatar. :3
I'm still with Evil McBadguy. Our relationship is stronger now that I am happier as well. Tomorrow is our 6th anniversary, and we do plan on getting married in the next two years. I am still hesitant, but a friend's fiance died in June, and after watching what she went through and how his family excluded her from the memorial service plans (they were together for 9 years and she wasn't even mentioned in the eulogy.) I have kinda softened a little to the idea of marriage.
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Posted: Tue Sep 30, 2014 3:06 pm
When y'all get married, I'm seriously going to send you a velvet Elvis as a wedding present.
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Posted: Wed Oct 01, 2014 12:15 pm
No idea. I don't know if we'll just do a courthouse thing or go to Vegas and throw money at them to have everything predone. I kinda wanna do Vegas, anhd kinda find a courthouse wedding apealing. As long as I don't have to plan it. I don't find weddinng planning appealing.
It'd be nice to have it on a Saturday and on our anniversary, so I guess that means I need to decide wtf Is less hassle before 10/1/16, which would be our 8th.
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Posted: Wed Oct 01, 2014 1:12 pm
Vegas, probably.
If I ever get married again, I want it done in Vegas by a transexual Korean Elvis impersonator. Possibly at a drive-thru.
I figure hit all the cliches at once.
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Posted: Thu Oct 02, 2014 7:19 am
Soooooooooooo, the Belllagio has deluxe wedding packages for $2,000. It includes the officiant, photography, usage of the chapel, ride to the registrants office, use of the dressing rooms...we may have to do this.
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Posted: Thu Oct 02, 2014 2:06 pm
Xiporah Soooooooooooo, the Belllagio has deluxe wedding packages for $2,000. It includes the officiant, photography, usage of the chapel, ride to the registrants office, use of the dressing rooms...we may have to do this. But that's one of Terry Benedict's casinos....
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Posted: Fri Oct 03, 2014 6:53 am
Oooh oooh ooh! Can I officiate? I promise I will sound just like that dude from The Prince's Bride.
Mawaaaaaage.
And I know you were struggling because you told me, but you never came across as negative or bitchy. I'm glad the prozac helps.
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Posted: Tue Dec 02, 2014 4:36 am
Glad that you're doing better. smile
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