It's been one hell of a wild ride

[oni-no-kori]

I've been dealing with a lot in my life. So much that i have become cold and distant. The closest thing to intimacy i shared was drunk sex with someone from a bar the other night. So now i feel like im fading from humanity. I'm moving past the physical need to be loved and to love. Maybe this will make me be looked down upon by other people I dont know. It sickens me but at the same time it takes quite a bit off my shoulders. I dont know what to do anymore. All i do is work, work, work. Ive had the thought to remove myself from this world more frequently lately. I dont know that i am strong enough to do so.

On a happier note how is everyone?  

[ADSOC]

Sometimes ya gotta loose ur self before u find urself. I was in a similar situation some years ago and it took me to hit farther than rock bottom to want to take charge and change my life around. I know that life looks like a s**t hole right now. It will get better. It might not happen right away, but things will get better.  

[Waitingforwings6]

oni-no-kori

*hugs* just stay safe ok? in losing yourself you may lose everything. but sometimes losing everything isn't really losing anything it's starting over. I can't say I've ever been that low though. I just hope you stay safe and don't go down that road of removing yourself from the world. *hugs again* you'll be ok, we're here for you smile keep going even though the road ahead is dark, there is always a light at the end...and I don't mean the end of the tunnel either!  

[digi162]

STAY STRONG MANG  

[Angry Kitsune]

So this is a low or a lull in your life. You're young and strong, and life is in phases. Better things will come your way and will come soon. Have faith. heart Everytime I thought that there was no way for things to get good for me or I couldn't see a way out, eventually, things would get better. That's a lesson I learned hard over the years.